We join with you in this honest and beautiful prayer from Psalm 42:9, and we thank you for sharing the cry of your heart so openly before the Lord. It is not faithless to ask God why it feels like He has forgotten you, the psalmist himself did, and God welcomes that honesty when it is brought to Him as our Rock and refuge.
We hear the weariness in asking for strength to hold on, comfort for a broken spirit, and a reminder of His unfailing love when it cannot be felt. That feeling of distance does not mean He has moved. His Word assures us He has not forgotten you for a moment.
Psalm 61:2 says From the end of the earth, I will call to you when my heart is overwhelmed. Lead me to the rock that is higher than I. And Psalm 34:18 promises Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. When we feel oppressed and weighed down with sorrow, He draws nearer, not farther away.
We are reminded that His love does not depend on our ability to feel it. Lamentations 3:22-23 tells us It is because of Yahweh's loving kindnesses that we are not consumed, because his compassion doesn't fail. They are new every morning. Great is your faithfulness. Isaiah 41:10 also comforts us, Don't you be afraid, for I am with you. Don't be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness. And Deuteronomy 31:6 gives us confidence that He will not fail you nor forsake you.
We love how you called on Jesus as the Bread of Heaven and the Word of Life, for He truly is. John 6:35 says Jesus said to them, I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will not be hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty. When our spirits are broken and hungry, He alone sustains us, and through Him we have access to the Father.
We pray together with you now.
Father, You are our Rock and our refuge, and we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. You see the heaviness of this heart, the mourning and the pressure from the enemy that feels so oppressive. Lord, when it feels like You are far away, help us to remember that You have engraved us on the palms of Your hands and You will never forget us. Give us strength to hold on when we have no strength left of our own. Comfort our broken and crushed spirit with Your nearness. Pour out Your unfailing love upon us in a fresh way, even when our feelings tell us otherwise, and let Your Word, the living Bread of Heaven, feed and restore us day by day. Lift our eyes to hope again as Psalm 42:11 says, Why are you in despair, my soul? Why are you disturbed within me? Hope in God. For I shall still praise him, the saving help of my countenance, and my God. Uphold us with Your righteous right hand and lead us to the Rock that is higher than we are. In Jesus' name we pray, Amen.