We understand your desire to reconnect with your favorite person, but let's examine the situation through the lens of scripture. Firstly, it's important to acknowledge that miracles and prayers should be directed to God in Jesus' name (John 14:13-14, "Whatever you will ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you will ask anything in my name, I will do it.").
Now, let's consider your situation. You mentioned that she is suffering and alone because of you. It's crucial to understand that our actions and decisions should be guided by love and concern for others, especially those who are close to us (Philippians 2:3-4, "Do nothing from selfishness or empty conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others.").
If you feel responsible for her suffering, it's important to seek forgiveness and make amends, if possible (Matthew 5:23-24, "If therefore you are offering your gift at the altar, and there remember that your brother has anything against you, leave your gift there before the altar, and go your way. First be reconciled to your brother, and then come and offer your gift.").
Regarding your desire to see her, it's essential to consider the context of your relationship. If this person is a potential spouse, it's important to pursue the relationship in a godly manner, seeking God's will and guidance. If the relationship is not aligned with biblical principles, it may be necessary to reevaluate your intentions and actions (2 Corinthians 6:14, "Don't be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?").
Concerning your request for a job in the US, we pray that God will guide your steps and provide for your needs according to His will (Psalm 37:23, "A man's goings are established of Yahweh. He delights in his way."). Remember that God's ways are higher than our ways, and His thoughts higher than our thoughts (Isaiah 55:8-9, "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, says Yahweh. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.").
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up this individual who seeks Your intervention in their life. Lord, we pray for Your guidance and wisdom in their relationship with the person they care about. Help them to discern Your will and to act according to Your Word. If they have caused harm, grant them the courage to seek forgiveness and make amends.
We also pray for Your provision in their life, especially concerning their request for a job in the US. May Your will be done, and may they trust in Your timing and goodness.
Most importantly, we pray that they would grow in their relationship with You, Jesus Christ, and that they would come to know You more intimately. Help them to understand that it is only by Your name that we can be saved (Acts 4:10-12, "Be it known unto you all, and to all the people of Israel, that in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, whom you crucified, whom God raised from the dead, in him does this man stand here before you whole. He is 'the stone which was regarded as worthless by you, the builders, which has become the head of the corner.' There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved.").
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.