Anonymous
Beloved of All
I went astray for a while after my father passed away. I started going to God only when I needed him and read the Word only when I needed comfort. A few months back I got back into the habit of reading the Bible daily and since then there has been a constant battle inside my mind between good and evil. Now I don't know whether it's me over thinking or if it's actually happening, but the evil one is trying to influence me. I know my God is much more powerful and He does things in His time but this whole experience is very tiring and depressing. I feel like giving up at times. I feel defeated at times. My exams are right around the corner and I have trouble studying. I know once I'm God's i'll always be His. But I need more strength and I pray to Jesus that this battle ends soon. And that all these inhibitions leave.