We appreciate your heartfelt request and your commitment to praying for your future husband and potential children. It is commendable that you are preparing yourself by reading the Bible, attending church, volunteering, and working on personal growth. This is a wonderful example of living out your faith and trusting in God's timing.
Firstly, we want to address the issue of past partners who have cheated on you. It is important to forgive those who have wronged you, just as Christ forgave us. Ephesians 4:32 WEB says, "Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God in Christ also forgave you." Forgiveness does not mean that what they did was acceptable, but it frees you from bitterness and allows you to move forward.
We also want to encourage you to remain steadfast and trust in God that marriage is a good thing. 1 Corinthians 7:2 WEB says, "But because of sexual immoralities, let each man have his own wife, and let each woman have her own husband." We should be aware that sex before marriage is fornication and this is sinful. God's word says 1 Thessalonians 4:3, "For this is the will of God: your sanctification, that you abstain from sexual immorality," Keep pure and holy for your future husband.
Regarding your fertility concerns, remember that God is in control of all things. Psalm 113:9 WEB says, "He gives the barren woman a home, making her a joyful mother of children. Praise Yah!" Trust in His plan for your life, knowing that He has your best interests at heart.
It is wonderful that you are praying in Jesus' name. Jesus said in John 14:6 WEB "I am the way, the truth, and the life, No one comes to the Father, except through me." Jesus also said in John 14:13 WEB "Whatever you will ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son." It is so important to know and believe that we only have access to God through Jesus Christ.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Your daughter who earnestly seeks Your will for her life. Lord, we thank You for her faithfulness in preparing herself for her future husband and potential children. We pray that You would bless her efforts as she reads Your Word, attends church, volunteers, and works on personal growth. We pray that she will forgive those who have wronged her as you have forgiven her.
Father, we ask that You would guide her steps and bring her together with a godly man who shares her faith and commitment to You. We pray that their marriage will be a testament to Your love and grace, and that they would put You first in all they do. We also pray for her future children, that they would grow up to know and love You.
Lord, we ask that You would calm her fears about fertility and help her to trust in Your plan for her life. We pray that You would bless her with a family in Your perfect timing. We pray over the marriage bed that it will remain pure and holy and that she will have sexual relations only with her husband.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Continue to trust in the Lord and His timing. Be the woman God created you to be, and He will direct your path. God bless you on your journey.