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Shilo
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Dear father God, I had thought that I had forgiven my exhusband for the pain he has caused me, but I know I have not. Lord I am happy that he can not keep a woman or a job. When I here of these things it just validates to me that he is scum and that he deserves to be punished for all he did to me. I find getting up in the morning hard and then it is hard to stay a sleep at night. I asked him how he could treat me so bad and he said to me. ( It is like Hitler you find someone you can shape and you do). He was supposed to love me but all he cared about was what made him feel good or got him his way. Now I am not sure if I should be angry or some how learn how to forgive for real. He is the worst person I have ever met in my life and I wonder sometimes how he manipulates the children we have. I need the works that the evil one carried out in my life destroyed , but how do I go about it. Please help me Lord Jesus.