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LSanchez
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I am currently going through a lot since my father was diagnosed with cancer. I am not handling this well. Also I am currently battling some demons that I have had for over many years and it is getting to me. I try and stay away from what is my weakness for several days and then I go back. I ask the lord to help me every single day and it is a constant battle for me. I know I have left his walk and I am paying for it right now. I cannot understand what is going on. I know and I believe and I have seen God's work personally but it is so hard to see my father dying every single day and I cannot do anything. I need his help, I want to return home with God and accept what is going on. It has been so long since I have done that. I need his presence every single knowing that he is walking next to me, knowing that he has my father in his hands and he knows what he is doing. I accept that I am a sinner and I need his forgiveness in order for me to be at peace. I need to fight my inner deamons in order to be at peace. I just pray for his forgiveness and for him to guide me.
