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Heidi
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Please forgive me father, I just don't have the strength today to make it to church. Lord, I am down. I need to be uplifted. i feel as if i'm going into depression mode. Im struggling to get anything done. I feel lazy with no motivations. Lord, i ask that you fill me with the holy spirit. Only you can bring me out of this. I don't think at this point i would make it through an enemy attack today. Lord, I surrender this to you. I don't know if its the thrird day of not smoking. Going through withdrawls. But Lord, i just ask that your hear by my side. Why i try to get strength just to do my household chores, and spend time with my kiddos.
Maybe its my divorce papers i have to pick up at the post office tomorrow. Lord, I know it has to be done. I hate having to do this. I'm still praying for brian, trying not to get discouraged. I just see more of his hate, each time i talk to him. I don't even want him to come home from his business trip. Lord, i dont want to lose the love that i have for brian. i wont let the enemy win. I just need you, you will get me through this in your time. I'm holding on by a thread. I just pray that the thread has a large spool. I'm trying not to get weary. I come to you for comfort and guidance. I will find strength to read my scriptures. I'm hoping that will lift me, to get me through this day. In Jesus Name,, amen
Maybe its my divorce papers i have to pick up at the post office tomorrow. Lord, I know it has to be done. I hate having to do this. I'm still praying for brian, trying not to get discouraged. I just see more of his hate, each time i talk to him. I don't even want him to come home from his business trip. Lord, i dont want to lose the love that i have for brian. i wont let the enemy win. I just need you, you will get me through this in your time. I'm holding on by a thread. I just pray that the thread has a large spool. I'm trying not to get weary. I come to you for comfort and guidance. I will find strength to read my scriptures. I'm hoping that will lift me, to get me through this day. In Jesus Name,, amen