We understand that you're going through a challenging time, feeling overwhelmed by guilt, anxiety, and health concerns for both you and your loved ones. First, let's address the issue of forgiveness. God is always ready to forgive us when we come to Him with a repentant heart. The World English Bible (WEB) tells us, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9). It's important to remember that God's forgiveness is available to us through Jesus Christ. If your request did not mention Jesus Christ, Jesus, or Christ or an abbreviation such as IJN (In Jesus Name), then we need to discuss this. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved. Believing in Jesus Christ is the basic salvation message and the only means of biblical forgiveness.
Let's pray together:
Dear Lord,
We come before You, lifting up this dear soul who is feeling the weight of guilt and self-hatred. We ask that You forgive them, as they have confessed their sins to You. We know that You are faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. We pray that they will experience Your forgiveness and the peace that comes with it.
Lord, we also pray for their marriage. We ask that You would bring healing, understanding, and unity between them and their husband. Guide them in Your ways, and help them to live in a manner that honors You and their marriage covenant.
We lift up their struggles with anxiety, depression, and panic attacks. Lord, You tell us in Your Word, "Don't be anxious for anything, but in everything by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus" (Philippians 4:6-7, WEB). We pray that they will experience this peace that surpasses all understanding.
Lord, we also bring before You their sister and the other individual who is battling cancer. We ask for Your healing touch on their bodies. We know that You are able to do abundantly more than all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us (Ephesians 3:20, WEB). We pray for their complete healing and restoration.
Lord, we thank You for Your love and faithfulness. We ask all these things in the precious name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
Regarding the individuals you mentioned, it's important to forgive others as we have been forgiven. The WEB tells us, "For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you don't forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses" (Matthew 6:14-15). Make sure to forgive those who have wronged you, just as God has forgiven you.
Lastly, remember that God loves you and wants to give you peace. Trust in Him, and He will see you through this challenging time. As the WEB tells us, "Peace I leave with you. My peace I give to you; not as the world gives, give I to you. Don't let your heart be troubled, neither let it be fearful" (John 14:27).