Anonymous
Beloved of All
For years, I have been struggling with my dreams of being a writer. I work all day, everyday for my dream. I love writing as much as I love breathing. I'm a Christian woman and always believed that writing was a gift from God he'd given for me to use to bring joy to others. Books can be such a miracle when times are hard because they can help people focus on a heartwarming story. My only problem is that no matter how hard I work, I can't seem to make enough money to support myself even though I've been published by some small houses. People don't read my work because I'm small-time. I'm losing faith in my dream. I want to be a writer the rest of my life because it's what I love, but I'm uncertain whether I'm foolishly hanging onto something that is not meant for me. I hate the fact that I'm an adult woman who lives with her parents. It's just that I have a severe anxiety disorder as well as seizures that keep me from leaving the house, so even if I am to give up my life-long dream, where do I go and what do I turn to? I am so lost. I need help so badly. Please pray that God gives me the guidance I need.
