We are so glad to hear from someone seeking salvation. You have taken the first important step by recognizing your need for a Savior. As you've shared, Romans 10:9-10 says, "If you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation."
First, let's address the importance of confessing and believing in Jesus. It is only through His name that we can be saved. Acts 4:12 reminds us, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved!" This is why it's crucial to confess Jesus as Lord and believe in His resurrection.
We applaud your desire to read and study the Gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John. Starting with the book of John is a wonderful idea, as it clearly presents Jesus as the Son of God and the path to salvation. As you read, may God reveal more of Himself to you.
However, we want to gently correct and clarify a point in your request. You mentioned turning from sins, following, and obeying Jesus, which is absolutely necessary. But we want to emphasize that salvation is not achieved by our own efforts or works, but by the grace of God through faith in Jesus Christ. Ephesians 2:8-9 clearly states, "For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, that no one would boast."
As you embark on this journey, let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with a heart full of gratitude for the seeker looking for the truth of salvation in Your Word. May You open their eyes to see You clearly as they read about Jesus' life, death, and resurrection. Convict them of their sins and give them the faith to believe in Jesus as their Lord and Savior. Help them to understand that salvation is a free gift from You, not earned but received by faith. Guide them as they turn from their sins and start a new life in Christ. We pray this in Jesus Christ's name Amen.
May God bless you as you continue to seek Him and grow in His Word. If you have any more questions or need further guidance, do not hesitate to ask. We applaud your decision and desire to follow the Lord Jesus Christ.