We rejoice in your desire to seek salvation, as it is the most important decision anyone can make. You have highlighted the core truth from Romans 10:9-10, "If you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved."
Also remember Acts 3:19 WEB, "Repent therefore, and turn again, that your sins may be blotted out, so that there may come times of refreshing from the presence of the Lord." Turning from our sins is essential to following Jesus.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You with a humble heart, confessing that Jesus is Lord. We believe that You raised Him from the dead, and through this faith, we are saved. We repent of our sins and turn to You, seeking Your forgiveness and the Refreshment of Your presence. Guide us as we read and study Your Word, starting with the Gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John. Help us to understand Your truths and to follow Jesus obediently.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Studying the Gospels, as you mentioned, is a wonderful way to learn more about Jesus and His teachings. Start with the Book of John, which beautifully presents the deity of Christ and the offer of eternal life. As you read, ask the Holy Spirit to open your heart and mind to understand and apply God's Word.
Remember, it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 WEB, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'" And also Acts 4:12 WEB, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved."
May God richly bless you as you seek Him and grow in your faith.