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Nandini
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My name is Nandini..
I don't know whether I should write this request or not but I am very scared so am writing this request to you..
I am loving a person(Vijay). We even took our parents permission. He has only mom she was ok, I told my mom she was also ok.
If I had asked my dad even he will say yes only because he'l not go against my happiness. All was going well, we were like husband and wife only both in soul and physically because even parents were ok with our relationship. He is a hindu, so suddenly his mom started saying I should follow their religion.
I know Jesus is the only true God I don't want to bow to any idols. Now I don't know what to do. His mom has said that she'll die if in case he marry me. Now she has selected a girl for the marriage, thinking that his mom will die even he is scared to make his mom understand that he is not interested with any other girl. Thinking that he'll be my husabnd I gave myself but I don't know what to do now. My life is spoiled. Even he dont want to get married to any other girl. We are crying everyday. Knowingly he is getting married to other girl, even now he wants to be my husband only, but his mom is not leaving him to be with me. He wanted to get converted to christian but his mom din't leave him to do that. I don't know whether God is punishing in this way for my sin.
I dont want to leave Jesus for any one, thats why I have told him that i'll not marry if they want me to do worship the idols. Because of this ony his mom is marrying him to other girl. I am standing for Christ I hope He'l not do wrong with me. My faith is going down everyday. If i ask my parents they'l also say to follow their tradition for my happiness. Am confused. When I pryed God regaring this marriage matter, God showed me Isa 43, which has kept me to hope in God's words. As God said "THOSE WHO WAIT FOR HIM WILL NOT BE DISMAYED" am just praying with faith and praising Him. Am just praying God either to chage Vijay's heart, to make him know the true God and then bring us together if God is not willing to do that then let Him atleast save his and his mom's soul.
God will is that every body should accept Christ as savior na?? So please pray that God should change Vijay and his mom. Everyday I sleep and wake up with the fear of thinking that will God make Vijay to come back to me and make my life better or He'l leave my life as spoiled one.God has all powers and He says nothing is immpossible to Him, I just pray god to do a miracle in my life. I know I have done wrong I want to change my life. Please pray God to give strength to bare what ever He does in my life whether its good or bad.
I don't know whether I should write this request or not but I am very scared so am writing this request to you..
I am loving a person(Vijay). We even took our parents permission. He has only mom she was ok, I told my mom she was also ok.
If I had asked my dad even he will say yes only because he'l not go against my happiness. All was going well, we were like husband and wife only both in soul and physically because even parents were ok with our relationship. He is a hindu, so suddenly his mom started saying I should follow their religion.
I know Jesus is the only true God I don't want to bow to any idols. Now I don't know what to do. His mom has said that she'll die if in case he marry me. Now she has selected a girl for the marriage, thinking that his mom will die even he is scared to make his mom understand that he is not interested with any other girl. Thinking that he'll be my husabnd I gave myself but I don't know what to do now. My life is spoiled. Even he dont want to get married to any other girl. We are crying everyday. Knowingly he is getting married to other girl, even now he wants to be my husband only, but his mom is not leaving him to be with me. He wanted to get converted to christian but his mom din't leave him to do that. I don't know whether God is punishing in this way for my sin.
I dont want to leave Jesus for any one, thats why I have told him that i'll not marry if they want me to do worship the idols. Because of this ony his mom is marrying him to other girl. I am standing for Christ I hope He'l not do wrong with me. My faith is going down everyday. If i ask my parents they'l also say to follow their tradition for my happiness. Am confused. When I pryed God regaring this marriage matter, God showed me Isa 43, which has kept me to hope in God's words. As God said "THOSE WHO WAIT FOR HIM WILL NOT BE DISMAYED" am just praying with faith and praising Him. Am just praying God either to chage Vijay's heart, to make him know the true God and then bring us together if God is not willing to do that then let Him atleast save his and his mom's soul.
God will is that every body should accept Christ as savior na?? So please pray that God should change Vijay and his mom. Everyday I sleep and wake up with the fear of thinking that will God make Vijay to come back to me and make my life better or He'l leave my life as spoiled one.God has all powers and He says nothing is immpossible to Him, I just pray god to do a miracle in my life. I know I have done wrong I want to change my life. Please pray God to give strength to bare what ever He does in my life whether its good or bad.
