DaveGarber1975
Disciple of Prayer
For five-and-a-half years now, I've endured an relentless spiritual attack from a team of sadistic beings that constantly surround me. If they were simply throwing me into the water and/or the fire, like they did to that boy in the New Testament, then that wouldn't be so bad, by they seem to be doing far worse things to me spiritually. They seem to keep experimenting upon me, confusing me, transforming me (or at least pretending to do so), tormenting me, damaging me, weakening me, incapacitating me, increasingly manipulating (if not controlling) my senses and feelings and thoughts and words and actions, possessing me, et cetera, virtually every moment of every day in the most horrific manner imaginable, and I want them GONE. I've struggled to endure well this nightmare that they've been inflicting upon me, but it seems to have nearly killed me spiritually, and I DON'T WANT TO SPIRITUALLY DIE! There's so much ahead for which I want to live spiritually. And, so, I keep desperately yearning daily to be delivered and healed and protected and forgiven and such. And I remain willing to do whatever I need to do that's righteous in order to obtain such a blessing. I'm not the sort to give up unless I discover that I'm on the wrong path---and the Savior's way is never wrong.
