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I send this message today to ask the world or just one person to send a prayer to my family. I am a single mother of 2 of the best children in the world. I have a full time job which Ive had for the past 7 years for a hospital. I will not say I love what I do i will say I love my peers and especially my manager, she is as well a God fearing women in which I admire and respect her.
Due to my own finacial mistakes I have lost an apartment and now have lost my means of transportation, not just for myself but for my children. Ive had to file bankruptcy which was not done properly as well so I have to come up with extra monies to complete that process but that is a completely different story. My children and I are now in a safe enviornment in which we love but that joy may end because of my financial negligence. My car has been repossessed because of my negligence and bankruptcy proceedings not being followed thru carefully. I pray to our heavenly father everyday for another chance but I feel as if all my chances have run out. Because of the stress of not having any means of transportation my chronic illnesses are all out of wack. Ive been off now for a almost 2 months surviving on state disability which will end soon for me as well. I have tried coming up with so many different alternatives. My job is about an hour and a half from my residence with no bus or train transportation for miles to the hospital I work. I live so far away I cant ask for a ride for coworkers. So at this point I am stranded.
I suffered from severe depression and anxiety along with my other conditions, I feel like such a failure not only for myself but a failure to my children. I cry all day but not in front of them. I take several baths per day in attempt to relax with my conditions stress is a no no. I dont know if anyone will even read this or care enough to pray for my family.. Im just asking for someone to send a message to Gods ears in hopes their voice will be heard, at this point I dont he can hear me.
Please Pray for my family as I will pray for yours.
Thank you for each moment heavenly father
amen
Due to my own finacial mistakes I have lost an apartment and now have lost my means of transportation, not just for myself but for my children. Ive had to file bankruptcy which was not done properly as well so I have to come up with extra monies to complete that process but that is a completely different story. My children and I are now in a safe enviornment in which we love but that joy may end because of my financial negligence. My car has been repossessed because of my negligence and bankruptcy proceedings not being followed thru carefully. I pray to our heavenly father everyday for another chance but I feel as if all my chances have run out. Because of the stress of not having any means of transportation my chronic illnesses are all out of wack. Ive been off now for a almost 2 months surviving on state disability which will end soon for me as well. I have tried coming up with so many different alternatives. My job is about an hour and a half from my residence with no bus or train transportation for miles to the hospital I work. I live so far away I cant ask for a ride for coworkers. So at this point I am stranded.
I suffered from severe depression and anxiety along with my other conditions, I feel like such a failure not only for myself but a failure to my children. I cry all day but not in front of them. I take several baths per day in attempt to relax with my conditions stress is a no no. I dont know if anyone will even read this or care enough to pray for my family.. Im just asking for someone to send a message to Gods ears in hopes their voice will be heard, at this point I dont he can hear me.
Please Pray for my family as I will pray for yours.
Thank you for each moment heavenly father
amen
