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sonayna
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i am a 29 year old at home mom of 18 months old daughter,my husband n i am living out of our home town. we r struggling in this new city from last 2n half years. n my husband has great call on his life, he is 37 now. n our life is full of struggles n lacks. yes we hv enough food ( sometime not), a rented shelter. we both want to studies further but our finances did not allow us to do so. my elder sis usually help us financially. we hardly make $225/month in tht amount hardly our needs our met. i hv heard so much abt prosperity. hv faith, n fast n prayed. but my ciscumstances r winning. making me depress n dwn. my husband has great call to be a teacher n preacher n wishes to join spirit filled seminary but nothing positive is showing up. i am so dwn, nothing is working for us i've been praying n kept faith before we got married since 2004, i believed tht God has bigger plans for usso v got married 2009 no one wanted us to be married coz of my husbands financial status but i believed n keep praying. now when my child needs r not met the way i wanted to hv new cloths, our own home n car. new opportunities, nothing has changed n its making me to think tht i made wrong decision to get married to a minister.the condition n circumstances r not so good here in pakistan. i am the youngest among my siblings n nw i feel n kne tht i am way beyond where i dream to be. i remember i use to tell my relatives God shall supply our needs. n v r having but not enough. i dont agree with this life style n dont accept lacks . plz pray for me n my family, for finances for seminary, our own home, our own car, food n clothing for my child, restoration in our marriage, n immigration to canada.
