Hungry4love357
Servant of All
I feel like I am stuck. I want to make friends with women but I am really shy,and have no confidence. So is it even possible. Why do always have to meet someone's roses standereds to be a friend. Why can't I just be accepted for who I am. I don't get it. I ask GGod for a special friend, and I aalways get a cold shoulder from whoever comes in. I give up. I can't win for losing. I am fruatrated. Why am I not good enough. Why can't I make friends with women. I don't get it. I can't figure it out. What is wrong with me? What am I doing wrong? I just don't get it. It driving me insane that I can't seem to make friends with women. I hurts to think that I am not good enough, even for women in my church. I have prayed, I have tried to better myself, I tried to work on my social skills, and go out and meet people, but I just don't fit in with anyone. I can't make real friends with anyone. Why? I give up. I have tried and tried, but I just can't do it. I tried to wait on God to bring the right person but nothing changes. I am scared to talk to anyone about it. People just don't understand. And I don't understand them either. Why am I so different? Why can't I meet someone who's diffent too, and wants to be my friend? I give up. I am tired of waiting. I am tired of it. I would give anything for a living and loyal best friend that I can enjoy and share life with. Will it ever get better? Will things ever change? I need Jesus to show me that I can do this. I need to know that I am not just some freak that can't make friends. I need help. I don't want to be alone anymore. Please Jesus, just let me know your here. Let me know it's all gonna be okay. I feel like I don't have a purpose here. I feel worthless and unwanted, and like I am more of a burdon tran a blessing. I never feel welcome. I feel like people just don't want me around. Let me know that I have a purpose, and that I am not just a mistake. I just want to feel accepted and wanted, and loved, even if it's just by one person. Father Help me. I'm burning out. I feel useless, worthless, and unwanted. Please send someone into my life that can show me that I I am worth something. Please.
