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Aloneandsad
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I am so alone, I miss what my husband and I had for the past 25 years. I have spent countless hours in prayer and seeking answers from God on what to do. I don't understand why my husband left me.. I am just hurting tonight both emotionally and physically. I know that God don't put more on us than we can handle but the human side of me is at its breaking point. I need more faith, and to find some way to fill this void in my life. Tomorrow, my soon leaves for Canada for 2 weeks.. and then I will be totally alone. I have tried to find free Christian counseling in my area for weeks now.. to try to help me figure things out. I have not found anyone that I can go to and talk to about my feelings and what God is trying to tell me or show me. Lord I am begging You to help me make it through this, show me what You want me to do.. make it clear to me please. And Lord , You know that I don;t believe in divorce, you where my heart stands concerning my husband, he is the only man that I have evr loved , You told us to Delight ourselves in You and you would give us the desires of our heart.. My desire , Lord is to have my family back and all of us Serving You as You see fit for us to do.. Lord I need You more now than ever, take away my hurt and loneliness, send someone to help me see what I need to see, to help me grow as a wife and as a servant to You Lord. Lord , take my life and make it what I need to be to derserve your favor.I love You Heavenly Father and want to be pleasing to You... In Jesus name
