Feeling discouraged

[Unregistered.r.mehu]

i left my job because i was having problems there and also i wanted to continue my education. i prayed and god god me into the university. i love the experience but financially im not generating any income which is really fraustrating me. i feel hopeless when i cant buy the things that are neccesary or when i just want to go out and have fun. my family tries to help but i know they have their own financial problems. i need someone to join in me in prayer for a new and well paying job. also i have this sorrow in my soul where i just absolutely hate myself.i feel like im not worth anything. im 27 and havnt been in a relationship in years but i have been with several man. majority of them have heart me to the point of no return. i hate that i dont have a job but most of all i hate not feeling loved and hate being rejected. i cry uncontrollably at times and my nights are restless. i believe in god and i know that he will come and rescue me, but its the waiting thats discouraging me. i pray for a job. i also want true love but i dont think i'll ever receive that because of my past. it feels like im only good enough to sleep with and nothing more.

 

[danielpaulcarey]

Lord Jesus, I pray you hear this prayer from this child. She is a child of God, I don't know whether she has accepted you Jesus, I believe she has but Lord, I pray you show her that no matter what she has done in her past, none of that matters. Lord, once we ask for forgiveness from you...you forgive us, you forget the sin and you forgot that you forgot. Now I say that with the utmost honor Lord, that you forgot that you forgot, what I mean is, you truely don't think about that anymore, our past. Thank you Jesus for that. I pray you bless this woman with the love of her life. He is out there somewhere, I pray for him tonight, I pray Lord that you would watch out for him, protect him and deliver this man into this womans arms, sooner rather than later. I pray Jesus, that he is a Christian as well and that this couple can worship you together as they should. I believe this to be done Lord in your name Jesus, thank you Lord. So hang in there kid, God is on the way, he will build you up, all you have to do is just follow Jesus' footsteps, allow him to always indwell in your soul and you will always be blessed with the Holy Spirit, God bless you and warmest wishes.