Hungry4love357
Servant of All
I want to meet that special someone, but there's no place to go to do stuff where I might meet her around this area save for bars and night clubs. I won't be back in school unroll March 7th so no chance there. Even so,there most likely won't be any women in the welding program. Even if there is some stud sould probably best me to her. I have no choice but to wait on God. I feel lonely. There's litterly no where for me to meet girls around here. I hate it. I am also scared to get anything. I don't feel accepted anywhere, not even church. And my friend won't help, he's more shy than me. I wish I was more outgoing. I wish I had close friends that were more out going. I wish I could meet a girl that did not care that i'm shy, and would be friends with me anyway. God has not answerd my prayer either. I wish I had a mentor who could help me build confidence and help me overcome my shyness. I can't motivate myself to go do anything anymore. I says leave the house, I won't go do things I use too. I liked going dancing, until I realized no girl likes to dance with an amature. It's so frustrating that women think I'm not a real man just because I don't have what they want.
I just want someone to hold hands with, and have a good time with. Someone who I can hug, and love me and visa-versa. I need that embrasement. I want my first kiss. I know God is a friend, and confidant, but I need the physical love too. I need hugs, and to hold hands and to be able feel love through features that can only come from another human. I'm NOT saying I just want to be in a relationship for sex, it's just physical touch is my primary love language. Hugs, holding hands ect. To think I can't have such a relationship breaks my heart. Why is God keeping good things from me?
