Feel Like I'm Losing My Faith Again

[Carol825]

I am still trying to catch up on bills.  It's a slow process.  I am thankful i have work coming in now, so I can actually pay bills and buy food.  My daughter had her knee surgery yesterday and it was a complete success.  She's in great pain but she's also a great patient and teaches me a thing or two about faith and making it strong through a struggle.  I feel so selfish for feeling this way, as I'm watching her be so faithful and kind, even though she hurts and can hardly get around.  I have all this work, which I'm thankful for, but cannot stay focused and get it done, because she needs something so often, which I understand, but then I try to stay up late and get up early to do work.  I am exhausted.  I don't like to complain.  I feel like such a cry baby!  Thing is, the money is not coming in as fast as the bills are and I'm scared because I can't pay everything and I don't know what to do about it.  Now, I have a busted pipe in my kitchen and have to call the plumber.  I'm fairly sure it's a busted pipe inside the wall which will not be inexpensive.  I cannot stop crying.  I'm so angry with God right now.  Just 2 hours ago, I was so thankful.  Thankful the surgery went well.  Thankful for my 2 jobs that I can do at home.  I even started tithing again which I haven't done in years.  And now a pipe has bursted and I don't even know how to pay the bills I have before all that.  It may just be exhaustion.  I don't know.  I know I'm rambling.  Sorry.  I guess what I'm asking is just please pray for God to help me to not lose faith in him again.  I am blaming him, believing he likes to see me struggle and cry and suffer.  Just please ask that he help us with everything that costs money, with the plumbing, with the bills, keep the work coming, and for my sanity and maybe sleep will help.  I don't have time for sleep right now.  I'm sure I sound crazy and I feel like it too.  Just please pray for God to show me all will be okay.  I feel like I'm falling back into my depression and my daughter sooo doesn't need that right now.  She needs me to be strong for her.  Thank you for listening and praying for a crazy person.

 

[Articles]

Our God of peace, you have taught us that in returning and rest we shall be saved, in quietness and in confidence shall be our strength: By the might of your Spirit answer this request, we pray of you, so we may be still and know that you are God; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

 

[kayandmitch]

Why is it when things in our life goes wrong { life sometimes has it's ups and downs } we get mad and blame God ? He is the one we should run TO and not get mad at . God did not cause our problems , He solves them if we ask for His help , then believe that He will help us . You just are so very tired right now with everything that is going on and the enemy { satan } is attacking you with all he's got . We want to pray for you . Father , in Your word You said that we can enter in to Your rest , Lord , please show this dear woman how to do this , I pray that You will fill her with Your perfect peace and that she would feel Your loving arms enfold around her . You said that You have given us authority over the enemy , so right now we bind ANYTHING the enemy would do to come against this family . Lord , we ask that her plumbing problem will be solved at little expense to her . Lord , we thank You that her daughter's surgery went well , and now we ask that You would take away all her pain and that she will heal quickly . Father , we thank You for what You have already done and are about to do , in the Holy name of Jesus we pray , amen . We speak God's blessing over you dear lady

 

[caldoug]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

Child of God, Our God is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think (Eph. 3:20). <> A New Year Prayer For You <>: https://www.prayerrequest.com/blog/183/entry-17026-happy-new-year-2014/

 

[sharonjoan]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Jvill]

I prayed for this in Jesus name.

 

[DNLDWCH]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Nineteen51]

Pray this: I am God's child. I resist the devil. No weapon formed against me shall prosper.

I put on the whole armor of God. I take authority over this day, in Jesus name.

Let it be prosperous for me, and let me walk in your love, Lord.

 

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