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My Lord Jesus I come before you tonight to beg for all those fathers and sons, mothers and daughters, families for all those who are suffering and going through painful and difficult situations. There is a saying that goes something like " What wont kill you, will make you grow" another says, " God tightens the noose but does not choke", "Suffering builds character"; and many other stupid sayings like this. In the first place, our God is a merciful God, He does not want anyone to suffer, he did not bring us here to be sick, to be sad, to be lonely, HE CRIES TEARS OF BLOOD EVERY TIME A CHILD DIES, HE CRIES TEARS OF BLOOD EVERYTIME AN OLDER PERSON DIES ALONE, God is good, we are evil. It is us who take the decisions, it is us who choose which way we will go, what we will do and what not. How many times have we cried on our knees begging for God to assist us with a problem and when he does, we turn our backs to him and walk away..... until the next time.. Yes, My Lord, we have caused all our problems, since we were children you attempted to guide us, to prepare us for the path you have for us, first it was grand ma coming to our beds to pray with us, talking about you and teaching us the Word, the Gospel. I will never forget my grand mother coming to my bed at her home, during the beautiful summers I spent there. We were ten or twelve grand children and she would come to each and say a little prayer with us, she would make the sign of the cross on our foreheads, kiss us and give us a piece of candy. When she would finish her rounds she would scream, Lights out and we would all go to sleep immediately.Yes, those were good times, innocent times, when God was Allmighty and He was the greatest protecxtor we had, even larger than Superman. Yes my grand parents were like my parents for many years, unfortunately for me, my father who was and is a patriot and an honest man decided that he would serve his country and served many years in public office, again, decisions., He decided that his priority was his country, his children would survive the loneliness and the lack of love and affection for them, our country would not survive without him. Lord for many years I resented this, I have even confessed to You that I got to the point of hating my father and mother, I would see other parents coming to the school acts and games, I was always alone, there was always a meeting, a trip, something in the way of us sharing time and imprtant events in my life.
Dear Jesus choices made without meditation, without talking to you, without listening to you many times, in fact most of the time lead us the wrong way. Even if the consequences are seen many years after the actual decison was made. I went through my childhood parent free, You My Lord , You took care that I was not a complete waste of bitter hate, You MY Lord gave me my grand mother, she was a sweet loving woman. She prayed her rosary once or twice a dfay and went to church every day at three in the afternoon, Oh Lord how she loved you, and the day she died, I saw her rising into the heavens with You Lord. Yes, I know that you came to meet her in person, I was lying in bed resting from a tough morning watching her suffer in bed, I felt, My Dear Jesus a warm touch on my cheek, I opened my eyes and I saw her smiling at me, You, My Lord You stood besides her. Thank you Jesus I know she is with you watching over us every day. Her passing was hard for me, I was an adult then, but when we walked towards the cemetery memories of her went through my mind like a move, good times, great times, sad times too and in all of them there was a mention of You, You were constantly in her mind. I should have followed her path, way back them, but again, choices and decisons, I went the wrong way, and it took me many years of causing others pain and suffering to realize what I should have klnown back them, THAT YOUR WAY, WAS THE RIGHT WAY!!
My Lord I have four children, two of them drink and smoke marihuana, they were brought up in the cold world, they were brought up when I was Your enemy, when you were but a vague memory of my past, a past I wanted to forget because it brough pain. Times My Lord when I spent the night wheeling and dealing , making money and closing the deal no matter what, times when I had a huge house and three cars with a chofer and body guards, times when You did not even cross my mind on a bad day. Times when I fell into the same groove my parents fell into, my children were given money when they cried, they were given toys when they got good grades, they slept late on Sundays and You My Jesus were nothing more than a piece of wood stuck on the wall besides very expensive paintings from many artist. My two sons and my daughter grew up in a world of dollars and luxury, a world so cold that thinking about it hurts and makes me shiver. Today Lord I know I went the wrong way, there is nothing I can do, I can only beg your forgiveness, beg for their forgiveness, for they live in a world of pain and hurt. It is not in my hands any more to bring them out of it, I put them there Lord, they did not have a choice, it was my life then, today it is another but I am incapable of changing them. I pray everyday to You My Lord to touch their hearts, to touch their minds, to make them understand what happened, to make them realize that they must make ammends, that the world they want to live in is wrong and full of darkness.
My Lord, it took time for me to realize that what we do affects many people around us, especially our families, especially our children. Lord we are like ripples in a lake, whatever we do has consequences for someone somewhere. Lord I beg you help us understand this, we are not alone on this earth, there are millions of people here and we are all connected by one central chain, YOU, MY LORD. You are the center of all, whether a person is a muslim, a jew, a budhist, black, white, red, yellow this does not matter whether they belioeve or not, YOU ARE THE CENTER PIECE AND EVERY THING REVOLVES AROUND YOU. Many of us have come to realize this at a late stage of our lives, I do not regret this Lord, this was the way things had to be. My Lord if I had not done what I did or failed to do what I failed to do, My Lord I could not stand besides you today with the love and conviction I have in my heart. Lord I could not shout, YES, HE LIVES IN EACH ONE OF US AND HE LOVES US. I simply could not do it because I would not have gone through the pain and suffering I have gone thorugh, the times when I did not know if I would live or die, the times I believed I would spend the rest of my days in jail or I would be found dead in an alley. Yes, Lord every thing happens for a reason, not that you plan it like that, NO, YOU WANT US ALL TO BE HAPPY, PROSPEROUS, SURROUNDED BY LOVE AND CHILDREN. We are the ones who do not understand this and have to learn the hard way. Today I cry for my children and pray that one day You will touch them and help them to find their true selves. You touched me in time Lord, my little one Victoria is your greatest fan, why the first three are what they are and the last one is what she is, I do not know Lord, What you do and dont do is none of my concern, even if I tried to understand it I couldn.t I have laid all my children at your feet Lord, I have covered them with your blood and I am trying to be an example for them now. They must decide on thier own which way they want to go.
I beg you Lord . I beg you that all the parents out there come before you Lord asking for enlightment, asking for the ability and the strength to bring their children to you, especially when they are young. This does not guarantee that they will follow Lord, no it doesnt, but they will have a better chance than if we just leave them to push their own carts. Dear Jesus our children are not ours, they are temporarily with us, THEY ARE YOURS, LORD, they are yours to do with them as you please. We are nothing more than archers holding them to our bows, once the arrows fly they will each go thier own ways. Dear Jesus I beg you for all those sons and daughters out there, touch them Lord, do not allow them to learn about you the way I did, the hard way. Lord may you find soft hearts and loving minds to mold as you please. Dear Jesus it is hard to straighten a crooked trees, You can do it, You can do anything Lord, I kneel before you today Lord with my children with my boys and my girls, they represent all the boys and girls of the world, Lord I beg you to touch them and fill them with love, with hope in their future. Let them know Lord that all will one day be well, that our current situation is a consequence of my actions, that it is not their fault but that they must choose their ways wisely. Lord may there be no hunger anywhere today, Lord I beg you may a few minutes go by without a child dying, without a child crying in the dark, alone and afraid. Dear Jesus all those children being abused by sick men and women all over the world, they are someones sons and daughters Lord, bless them Lord, PROTECT THEM!!! Do not allow the madness to continue, children loosing their innocence their hope thier faith because of sick, perturbed men and women, Lord I beg you for these people too, they live in the darkness, bring them into the light, heal them Lord, they need a touch of your Holy Blood upon them.
Dear Jesus tonight our children represent all those sons and daughters who have left their parents, children who for one reason or another have run a way from home and do not find the way to come back. Lord protect them, let them know that they are welcome home, their parents are worried and waiting for them, Dear Jesus caress them and allow them to feel the warmth of your love and mercy, bring them home Lord, bring them home.
Dear Jesus our children represent tonight all those that are in their mother's wombs, the unborn, there is nothing in the Book that says when a child is a child, the word fetus is not in there, a child is a child from the moment the father's sperm fertilizes the mother's egg, that is it, there is no question whether he feels or does not feel, whether he is a child or not, they are all children Lord, your chldren. I beg you Jesus touch the hearts of all those child-mothers thinking and preparing to abort these unborn children that are not theirs, THEY ARE NOT, THEY BELONG TO YOU, LORD and only you can take their lives. Bless them Lord touch their hearts, allow them to hear their child's hearbeats allow them to feel them grow inside them. My Lord it is the greatest miracle of all, life, life that comes from you, by you. Lord stop the abortions, the pills, the killing of innocent children.
Dear Jesus our children represent tonight the children soldiers fighting in the wars of the world, they will never be children, their toys are AK-47s, they kill and injure people, touch them Lord, I beg you erase their minds , erase from their hearts and souls all the evil they have been forced to do, Lord give them back their innocence, their childhood, welcome them into your arms My Lord for they are not responsable for what they do for waht they have done.Bless them and cover them with your blood Lord, Forgive them for their sins do not belong to them, they belong to those who put the guns in their hands.
My Lird Jesus I beg you that tonight, all of us, all of us who read this simple prayer, that comes through my hands from your bleeding heart look at our children and bless them. Ask for their forgiveness because we have been incapable of teaching them Your ways, because we have dedicated our time to feeding their bodies and their minds but not their souls. Dear Jesus that tonight when we look at them and pray for them, our hearts go out to children all over the world who are alone, hungry, suffering, and protected only by You Lord,. May your light shine upon all of them tonight and forever. Together we can start to change the world, though prayer and through CARING!!! Thank you Jesus in you we trust.
Dear Jesus choices made without meditation, without talking to you, without listening to you many times, in fact most of the time lead us the wrong way. Even if the consequences are seen many years after the actual decison was made. I went through my childhood parent free, You My Lord , You took care that I was not a complete waste of bitter hate, You MY Lord gave me my grand mother, she was a sweet loving woman. She prayed her rosary once or twice a dfay and went to church every day at three in the afternoon, Oh Lord how she loved you, and the day she died, I saw her rising into the heavens with You Lord. Yes, I know that you came to meet her in person, I was lying in bed resting from a tough morning watching her suffer in bed, I felt, My Dear Jesus a warm touch on my cheek, I opened my eyes and I saw her smiling at me, You, My Lord You stood besides her. Thank you Jesus I know she is with you watching over us every day. Her passing was hard for me, I was an adult then, but when we walked towards the cemetery memories of her went through my mind like a move, good times, great times, sad times too and in all of them there was a mention of You, You were constantly in her mind. I should have followed her path, way back them, but again, choices and decisons, I went the wrong way, and it took me many years of causing others pain and suffering to realize what I should have klnown back them, THAT YOUR WAY, WAS THE RIGHT WAY!!
My Lord I have four children, two of them drink and smoke marihuana, they were brought up in the cold world, they were brought up when I was Your enemy, when you were but a vague memory of my past, a past I wanted to forget because it brough pain. Times My Lord when I spent the night wheeling and dealing , making money and closing the deal no matter what, times when I had a huge house and three cars with a chofer and body guards, times when You did not even cross my mind on a bad day. Times when I fell into the same groove my parents fell into, my children were given money when they cried, they were given toys when they got good grades, they slept late on Sundays and You My Jesus were nothing more than a piece of wood stuck on the wall besides very expensive paintings from many artist. My two sons and my daughter grew up in a world of dollars and luxury, a world so cold that thinking about it hurts and makes me shiver. Today Lord I know I went the wrong way, there is nothing I can do, I can only beg your forgiveness, beg for their forgiveness, for they live in a world of pain and hurt. It is not in my hands any more to bring them out of it, I put them there Lord, they did not have a choice, it was my life then, today it is another but I am incapable of changing them. I pray everyday to You My Lord to touch their hearts, to touch their minds, to make them understand what happened, to make them realize that they must make ammends, that the world they want to live in is wrong and full of darkness.
My Lord, it took time for me to realize that what we do affects many people around us, especially our families, especially our children. Lord we are like ripples in a lake, whatever we do has consequences for someone somewhere. Lord I beg you help us understand this, we are not alone on this earth, there are millions of people here and we are all connected by one central chain, YOU, MY LORD. You are the center of all, whether a person is a muslim, a jew, a budhist, black, white, red, yellow this does not matter whether they belioeve or not, YOU ARE THE CENTER PIECE AND EVERY THING REVOLVES AROUND YOU. Many of us have come to realize this at a late stage of our lives, I do not regret this Lord, this was the way things had to be. My Lord if I had not done what I did or failed to do what I failed to do, My Lord I could not stand besides you today with the love and conviction I have in my heart. Lord I could not shout, YES, HE LIVES IN EACH ONE OF US AND HE LOVES US. I simply could not do it because I would not have gone through the pain and suffering I have gone thorugh, the times when I did not know if I would live or die, the times I believed I would spend the rest of my days in jail or I would be found dead in an alley. Yes, Lord every thing happens for a reason, not that you plan it like that, NO, YOU WANT US ALL TO BE HAPPY, PROSPEROUS, SURROUNDED BY LOVE AND CHILDREN. We are the ones who do not understand this and have to learn the hard way. Today I cry for my children and pray that one day You will touch them and help them to find their true selves. You touched me in time Lord, my little one Victoria is your greatest fan, why the first three are what they are and the last one is what she is, I do not know Lord, What you do and dont do is none of my concern, even if I tried to understand it I couldn.t I have laid all my children at your feet Lord, I have covered them with your blood and I am trying to be an example for them now. They must decide on thier own which way they want to go.
I beg you Lord . I beg you that all the parents out there come before you Lord asking for enlightment, asking for the ability and the strength to bring their children to you, especially when they are young. This does not guarantee that they will follow Lord, no it doesnt, but they will have a better chance than if we just leave them to push their own carts. Dear Jesus our children are not ours, they are temporarily with us, THEY ARE YOURS, LORD, they are yours to do with them as you please. We are nothing more than archers holding them to our bows, once the arrows fly they will each go thier own ways. Dear Jesus I beg you for all those sons and daughters out there, touch them Lord, do not allow them to learn about you the way I did, the hard way. Lord may you find soft hearts and loving minds to mold as you please. Dear Jesus it is hard to straighten a crooked trees, You can do it, You can do anything Lord, I kneel before you today Lord with my children with my boys and my girls, they represent all the boys and girls of the world, Lord I beg you to touch them and fill them with love, with hope in their future. Let them know Lord that all will one day be well, that our current situation is a consequence of my actions, that it is not their fault but that they must choose their ways wisely. Lord may there be no hunger anywhere today, Lord I beg you may a few minutes go by without a child dying, without a child crying in the dark, alone and afraid. Dear Jesus all those children being abused by sick men and women all over the world, they are someones sons and daughters Lord, bless them Lord, PROTECT THEM!!! Do not allow the madness to continue, children loosing their innocence their hope thier faith because of sick, perturbed men and women, Lord I beg you for these people too, they live in the darkness, bring them into the light, heal them Lord, they need a touch of your Holy Blood upon them.
Dear Jesus tonight our children represent all those sons and daughters who have left their parents, children who for one reason or another have run a way from home and do not find the way to come back. Lord protect them, let them know that they are welcome home, their parents are worried and waiting for them, Dear Jesus caress them and allow them to feel the warmth of your love and mercy, bring them home Lord, bring them home.
Dear Jesus our children represent tonight all those that are in their mother's wombs, the unborn, there is nothing in the Book that says when a child is a child, the word fetus is not in there, a child is a child from the moment the father's sperm fertilizes the mother's egg, that is it, there is no question whether he feels or does not feel, whether he is a child or not, they are all children Lord, your chldren. I beg you Jesus touch the hearts of all those child-mothers thinking and preparing to abort these unborn children that are not theirs, THEY ARE NOT, THEY BELONG TO YOU, LORD and only you can take their lives. Bless them Lord touch their hearts, allow them to hear their child's hearbeats allow them to feel them grow inside them. My Lord it is the greatest miracle of all, life, life that comes from you, by you. Lord stop the abortions, the pills, the killing of innocent children.
Dear Jesus our children represent tonight the children soldiers fighting in the wars of the world, they will never be children, their toys are AK-47s, they kill and injure people, touch them Lord, I beg you erase their minds , erase from their hearts and souls all the evil they have been forced to do, Lord give them back their innocence, their childhood, welcome them into your arms My Lord for they are not responsable for what they do for waht they have done.Bless them and cover them with your blood Lord, Forgive them for their sins do not belong to them, they belong to those who put the guns in their hands.
My Lird Jesus I beg you that tonight, all of us, all of us who read this simple prayer, that comes through my hands from your bleeding heart look at our children and bless them. Ask for their forgiveness because we have been incapable of teaching them Your ways, because we have dedicated our time to feeding their bodies and their minds but not their souls. Dear Jesus that tonight when we look at them and pray for them, our hearts go out to children all over the world who are alone, hungry, suffering, and protected only by You Lord,. May your light shine upon all of them tonight and forever. Together we can start to change the world, though prayer and through CARING!!! Thank you Jesus in you we trust.
