Hannah1Sam
Humble Servant of All
Father...you know what is happening in my life...my health, what V is doing...Father, why??? I will trust YOU...sorry that I sometimes forget but I know and my friends are reminding me that YOU love me very much and you have a good plan for me in a long run. I need to follow YOU. Father, if I am not doing the right things, please gently guide me...please... The last few years I thought I was doing the right things taking care of V, paying, working very hard to pay for his education, his everything and now he's done, he's moving to a younger girl half his age. He still cares about me but not as much and it's painful to see him with the other girl. Father, please guide me what to do. He still doesn't have a job yet...he's actively looking. Father, I know you are in control, if you don't want him to date this new girl, you could have easily stopped him but you let him so as much as I've been crying...I feel rejected, used...I still need to accept the fact that you have allowed it. Father, please help me with my health and bless me with peace, joy, hope and happiness that no one else can except YOU. Father, please help my family to come to know you too but especially me...I really need You...I don't want to cry anymore. If V want the other girl half his age, I need to let him go and be happy. Father, please stop my thinking from telling me that I am the loser or things like I am the ugly, stupid one...Father, I am the winner...maybe V is not good, maybe you have a better one waiting for me to discover but I know You are the best Friend for me...no one else. Father, please don't let me feel lonely, don't let me feel unwanted or any other bad feelings. Father, please send the Holy Spirit to be with me to be positive, strong, cheerful, blessed, wise, joyful, peaceful, hopeful and most important of all - to be completely healthy physically, mentally and psychological. I look forward to loving your people and loving YOU. Thank you for letting me know YOU. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen