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This morning Lord I will worship you in the spirit of holiness and praise for it is you that I embrace! You are holiy and I adore you because you love me and give me life. You Lord alone, are my source of all existence and I humble myself and thank you for my husband, my children, my life today- for today, this day, I can say I am still a wife. Father thank you for granting me my life long desire- to be the best wife and best mom. You allowed me to complete my education and secure degrees to teach my children academically and biblically; you positioned me high in the church before marriage that when I did marry my husband counted me a 'good thing' and walked in your favor. Now Lord, I stand alone on this wall fighting for marriage and women just like me, broken hearted and challenged by the authority of dissolutions. We will not fear the decision of the courts or any judge for you have the final say and the heart of the judge and husband in your hand. I am come as your daughter, as a prayer warrior, asking you "Daddy, is there any mercy for me and any hope for this marriage that you may extend life to it to glorify you? Father, I only want what you want me to have, please help me to stand when my heart is filled will tears and my eyes cloudy from the rivers of water flowing from my eyes that I not miss ANYONE on my watch requesting a WORD from heaven to heal their marriage. Don't let me be so preoccupied with my stuff that I miss speaking a prophetic word over their marriage that they not hurt on this wall or bleed on the bricks beneath their feet as they raise their sword- Father, help me, this si Chandra! Father, wrap me in your arms and hold me on this wall I am about to fall off but if you hold me up I will stay hear and pray, I will pray and stand for all us in this universe.
Please use me to help those hurting to hold on and not give up or give in. I know you are able to help me. I know you can turn this thing around and save my family. Nonetheless, not my will but yours because you know what is best for me, even in my pain, I trust you for you have never abandoned me or positioned me for harm. I love you daddy, thank you for loving me and fathering me on this wall and in my spaces in time when I am scared.
Please use me to help those hurting to hold on and not give up or give in. I know you are able to help me. I know you can turn this thing around and save my family. Nonetheless, not my will but yours because you know what is best for me, even in my pain, I trust you for you have never abandoned me or positioned me for harm. I love you daddy, thank you for loving me and fathering me on this wall and in my spaces in time when I am scared.