seekingmercy
Faithful Servant
Father if I learned anything out of the last 5 days it's that we still have feelings for each other, but we are so convinced it won't work out. Yesterday again I asked him to go into no contact, but it didn't happen. I care too much and love him too much to be rude when he contacts me. I know I used to ask you signs that this is what it is, but fear of more hurt wants me to play it very safe. Today I asked him to leave, and I never do that, and I am shivering. Please fill me with your comfort and confidence.
