Love56
Account Closed
Father and Jesus,I need you,as I sit here in my flat,with no TV reception, a big stain on the carpet,no loving wife,in debt with my finances,
I still keep having these thoughts of "what have I done wrong" after all this time and all this work I have done with myself and you have done on me.I know I have done bad things in the past and I know you have forgiven me and you have turned me inside out and have cleansed me,and you have made me a much better person,Forgive me for having such thoughts,please send your spirits to me and take away all negative thoughts.
Father and Jesus,please tell me clearly is there any thing else I need to be doing in order for me to have the desires of my heart and my other needs??
You see I struggle with this,but I do feel deep down inside you are telling me "Be still and wait" but I wonder if I am just being cowardly in taking some other action...
You know I would love to be married,and I don't feel in my heart this is the time for me to put my flat on the market,so I am praying when I move next,it will be to my marital home...
My friend Colin said he had a vision of me being married to Katie by April 2014,Father and Jesus,I am not convinced this was a vision from you,but if it was,then please let it be that Katie contacts me real soon saying she does love me deeply and wants to enjoy a beautiful loving relationship with me as a couple and wants to marry me some day,I do love Katie,I have always loved her...but I trust in you who you know who would be so right for me,Amen
I still keep having these thoughts of "what have I done wrong" after all this time and all this work I have done with myself and you have done on me.I know I have done bad things in the past and I know you have forgiven me and you have turned me inside out and have cleansed me,and you have made me a much better person,Forgive me for having such thoughts,please send your spirits to me and take away all negative thoughts.
Father and Jesus,please tell me clearly is there any thing else I need to be doing in order for me to have the desires of my heart and my other needs??
You see I struggle with this,but I do feel deep down inside you are telling me "Be still and wait" but I wonder if I am just being cowardly in taking some other action...
You know I would love to be married,and I don't feel in my heart this is the time for me to put my flat on the market,so I am praying when I move next,it will be to my marital home...
My friend Colin said he had a vision of me being married to Katie by April 2014,Father and Jesus,I am not convinced this was a vision from you,but if it was,then please let it be that Katie contacts me real soon saying she does love me deeply and wants to enjoy a beautiful loving relationship with me as a couple and wants to marry me some day,I do love Katie,I have always loved her...but I trust in you who you know who would be so right for me,Amen
