Hi Amy
I did pray for you. I have been exactly where you are now. A chill went up my back when I read your request. I have good news for you. This situation will change for the better. In my case, I took the pills, had the surgery, arranged the child care, and recovered slowly in the hospital and then at home. I gained strength every day. I taught my kids not to jump on me or pull on me as I healed. I put up kid barriers around my house to keep them safe since I couln't run after them. I soon could walk around the block. I was back at work in 3 months. Keep taking the anti-depressants. I predict that the day will come when you don't need them anymore. I promise you in the years ahead you will have some dear memories of your family during this time of testing.
In Christ,
Timothy
Dear Jesus
Envelop Amy now in your mighty hand. Send her emotional, spiritual, and physical healing in Jesus name. Take hold of her heart and her hand tonight she may know that you are the LORD.
In Jesus name,
Amen