Luvgod1
Disciple of Prayer
Need some up lifting for me and my family.. See I'm going through chemo and radiation for breast cancer and in stage 4 with cirrhosis of the liver.. The liver problems was brought on by my lupus.. I try to smile and have been for a long time but everything is starting to get to me.. I am blessed and I know the Lord but enough is enough and its beginning to take a toll on me and my family.. Everything costing so much and my husband lost his job of 18 years 2 years back and we had to start over.. He is working now but not making as much as he was and the bills are getting higher, medicines is going up and I'm starting to need more help with my illness and I pray and pray and there seems to be no end in sight.. Every month is a throw the bills up and see who gets paid this month kinda thing for us... I'm trying to get on disability but that's a waiting game too.. And yes I have a lawyer.. I'm only 42 years up this is not a life for a 42 year old and its really weighting heavy on me... Have no one to talk to friends from church don't hardly ever call I guess they are tired of hearing me moan and cry over everything.. Can't go anywhere cause have no immune system to fight anything off.. I'm sorry!! I really am I just would please like to ask for prayers and answers to what we should do.. Thank you so much for your time!! God bless and thank you for your time!!
