Faith,healing, Strength

[meecha]

I go in for a cat scan tommorrow at 430 central time. Looking at my abdomen and pelvis. This includes my pancreas as I am terrified to find cancer. Doctor still doesn't believe that is it. She is looking for colon cancer. I will have a colonoscopy soon as well. I am super anxious. God has calmed me at times and then this horrible feeling of doom sets in my soul. I am not living my life. Not working. Not eating much. Not drinking much. I am walking. I have children (3) and I am showing all my fear. Teenager just goes in room. Four year old says don't cry. I will cheer you up. 10 month old doesn't realize anything.I pray for peace and God's understanding. I pray that nothing is seriously wrong that the Lord can't fix. thank you.

 

[Ashleigh]

I pray that God is with you during this appointment and provides you with comfort. I pray that He will not allow it to be anything serious. I also pray that He gives you a healthy life with your children.