Dear James,
seek the hidden pearls and do not look unto the physical things.
The Lord loves you! He wants to transform you into his image and give you part of his glory.
The Lord has given his life for you! NO ONE ELSE will ever do the same for you! The Lord Jesus is the Lord over life and death! Almighty and souvern! Never fear any human beeing. But humble yourself before our precious wonderful heavenly father, our great reedeemer Jesus Christ, in adoration and with a thankful heart. I pray for you that the Lord may open your eyes for the spiritual roam,that you may see his glory and power. I pray that the love of god and his peace will fill your heart.
Never look unto the physical things, never fear any human beeings. The lord has prepared so many things just for you!
Don`t give up.
Philippians chapter 4 vers 12
Second letter of Peter chapter 1 vers 3 - 11.
James chapter 4 vers 10
I pray that all preassure that people put on you , including your wife, will fall apart from you, and that the love of Jesus, his wisdom his patiens, kindness ( all 9 fruits of the holy spirit) will make the difference and that by your testymony, the people around you were touched by the lord.
Look at me. My father died soon. My mother in law married a man, . Together they have a daughter.They all have left me. I have two brothers in law also they left me. My mother had much money. She didnt support me from the time that I was 11 years old. I have lost everything from early childhood. all I ever had was the lord. Through many times of despairing, kneeled down, crying and weeping before the lord, he came so close to me and the same he will do for you! I just learnd to do it like Jesus and say:
Who is my mother, who is my father. Those who do the will of the father in heaven.
Remember and understand this:
Everything you loose or miss on this eart makes you rich in heaven.
Love the lord with all of your heart and make room for him first in your heart most of all. He will never forsake you nor leave you!
With much love and prayers, your sister in christ,
Raffaela