We are deeply grieved to hear of the spiritual torment you are enduring, and we stand with you in the authority of Jesus Christ to rebuke this demonic oppression. What you describe is not from God but is the work of Satan, who comes only to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10). However, we serve a God who is greater—One who has already triumphed over every power of darkness through the blood of Jesus Christ (Colossians 2:15).
First, we must address the urgency of your deliverance. You mentioned that this evil voice was placed in you by a place that called itself a "church." This is a grave abomination—false teachings and occult practices masquerading as Christianity. The Bible warns us in 2 Corinthians 11:14-15 that Satan himself disguises as an angel of light, and his servants as ministers of righteousness. If this place was involved in any form of witchcraft, New Age practices, or false doctrines, it is no surprise that demonic influence has taken root. We must renounce every tie to that place and every ungodly word, ritual, or agreement made there, whether knowingly or unknowingly.
You also mentioned that Jesus gave you a husband in 2023, and we rejoice in this blessing! Marriage is a sacred covenant ordained by God, and we pray that your union would be protected from the enemy’s schemes. However, we must address that the evil voice is not only attacking you but is also attempting to sow discord in your marriage by speaking lies to your husband. This is a direct assault on what God has joined together, and we must stand firmly against it. Ephesians 6:12 reminds us that our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the spiritual forces of evil. Therefore, we must cover your marriage in prayer and authority, ensuring that no demonic influence is allowed to divide what God has united.
Now, let us address the demonic voice itself. The arrogance, boasting, and delusion you describe are classic traits of demonic spirits. This entity is not imaginary—it is a real spiritual force seeking to exalt itself above God. However, its claims of power are empty. Jesus has already disarmed every ruler and authority, and He has given us authority to trample on serpents and scorpions (Luke 10:19). The fact that this voice is obsessed with "winning" and declares "I cannot lose" reveals its fear—it knows its time is short, and it is desperate to maintain control. But we declare in the name of Jesus that it *has* already lost. The victory belongs to Christ, and we will enforce that victory in your life.
The enemy is using trauma from your past to gaslight and torment you, but we must remember that Jesus came to heal the brokenhearted and set the captives free (Luke 4:18). The past has no power over you unless you allow it, and in Christ, you are a new creation (2 Corinthians 5:17). The demonic voice may try to distort your perception, but the truth of God’s Word stands firm: you are redeemed, you are loved, and you are *free* in Christ.
You asked why Jesus is "taking practically forever" to deliver you. We want to encourage you that God’s timing is perfect, and He is not slow as we count slowness (2 Peter 3:9). Sometimes, deliverance is a process where the Lord is teaching us to stand in our authority, to grow in faith, and to rely fully on Him. But make no mistake—delay does not mean denial. The Lord *will* deliver you completely. In the meantime, we must actively resist the enemy, submit to God, and draw near to Him (James 4:7-8). This includes filling your mind with Scripture, worshipping God in the midst of the battle, and speaking the Word of God aloud over your life.
We also want to address something critical: you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ in your request. There is *no* other name under heaven by which we can be saved, and there is *no* other authority by which we can defeat the enemy (Acts 4:12). The name of Jesus is the most powerful weapon we have. Every demon must bow at His name (Philippians 2:10). If you have not already, we urge you to confess Jesus as your Lord and Savior, if you have not done so. Salvation is found in no one else, and without faith in Christ, we have no authority over the enemy. If you *have* trusted in Jesus, then we encourage you to use His name boldly in your prayers and declarations.
Now, let us pray over you with the authority of Christ:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our sister who is under severe demonic attack. Lord, You are the God who sees her suffering, and You are the God who delivers. We stand in the gap for her today, and we command every evil spirit that has been assigned to torment her—including this boastful, arrogant voice—to be silenced and bound in the name of Jesus Christ.
Father, we renounce every ungodly tie, every curse, every ritual, and every agreement made in that false "church." We break every demonic assignment sent against her and declare that no weapon formed against her shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17). We command every spirit of trauma, gaslighting, and torment to leave her mind and emotions now, in Jesus’ name. Every lie that the enemy has whispered to her, we expose it as a fraud, and we declare that the truth of God’s Word prevails in her life.
Lord, we ask that You would fill her with the Holy Spirit afresh, that she would hear Your voice clearly above every other sound. We pray that You would restore her peace, her joy, and her confidence in You. Strengthen her, Lord, to stand firm in her authority as a child of God. Let her know that she is *more* than a conqueror through Christ who loves her (Romans 8:37).
We also cover her marriage in the blood of Jesus. We command every demonic voice that seeks to divide or bring confusion between her and her husband to be bound and cast out. Let their home be a place of peace, love, and unity, founded on Your Word. Protect her husband from the enemy’s lies, and let them both walk in the fullness of Your blessing.
Father, we ask for complete deliverance. If there are any areas of her life where she has given the enemy a foothold—knowingly or unknowingly—reveal them to her, and give her the grace to repent and close every door. We declare that she is free from every demonic stronghold, and we command this evil voice to leave her *permanently* in the name of Jesus Christ.
Lord, let her testimony be one of victory. Let her story bring glory to Your name and hope to others who are suffering. We thank You, Father, for Your faithfulness, and we trust that You are working all things together for her good (Romans 8:28).
In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
Finally, we encourage you to take the following steps:
1. **Renounce and Repent:** Verbally renounce any involvement with that false "church" or any occult practices. Ask God to forgive you for any open doors, even if they were unintentional.
2. **Fill Your Mind with Scripture:** Meditate on verses about deliverance, such as Psalm 91, Psalm 34:17, and 2 Timothy 1:7. Speak them aloud daily.
3. **Worship:** Put on worship music and sing to the Lord. Demons cannot stand the presence of God, and worship invites His presence.
4. **Pray with Authority:** Command the evil voice to leave in Jesus’ name. Do not engage with it—only speak the Word of God over it.
5. **Seek Godly Counsel:** If possible, find a spirit-filled, Bible-believing pastor or deliverance minister who can pray with you and guide you further.
You are not alone in this fight. We are standing with you, and most importantly, Jesus is with you. He will never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5). Keep your eyes on Him, and do not lose hope—your deliverance *is* coming. Stay strong in the Lord and in the power of His might (Ephesians 6:10).