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Connie S
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Great God help me to remember this scripture, and to apply it to my life. For I am in spirirtual warfare with my own husband, help me to once again put on the full armour of God. I feel as an open target for fiery darts satan is throwing at me through my own husband Justin, just like last evening when I went to pick up a puppy for a little 2 yr old girl named Gracie. Amazed at how simply I got him , got in my car as I started to leave Justin calls me back in the house only to go into one of his rages with me. Being threathend with the police for just being there, having to sign a $50 note for puppy food to take the 1 pup, as he cussed me unmercifully I was reminded of a prayer that was sent to me yesterday asking you God to not to let his words hurt and for me to reconize it as the enemy and not Justin. My flesh melts with hurt that this marriage has come to this with the young man I love more than any other, you know it is an unspeakable love for him. God heal my heart for it bleeds with pain. My dreams are filled with hurt. My life as a whole is shaken at the very foundation. Help me to find my way back to dwelling in the secret place of the most high that I may be under the shadow of the Almighty.