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Ilse
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I am married and have three beautiful boys. My husband was unemployed for a long time as a result I got behind with some debt. When I receive my salary (which is not big) it is gone before I can pay my bills (sometimes I feel that I am cursed) and my salary does not last for the month. I do not get the opportunity to save. My husband has a temp job and I pray that the company will employ him on a permanent basis. I have suffered so much over these years as a result of being the only breadwinner.
I also would like my husband to stop drinking alcohol and from being friends with all these wrong people. I feel that his drinking and all these wrong people with whom he is friends are the blockage in our life. As a result, I sometimes do not trust him at all. I don't know why it is like a gut feeling I have (when I normally ask him not to do something or warn him not to do something, something bad always happens). I can't shake off the feeling that someone or somebody has ill intentions towards our marriage by wanting to destroy my marriage.
Sometimes I feel there are so many blockages in our lives that hinder us from all the good things that God has in store for us.
I pray that all these attacks, blockages, curses be cancelled in the name of Jesus.
I also would like my husband to stop drinking alcohol and from being friends with all these wrong people. I feel that his drinking and all these wrong people with whom he is friends are the blockage in our life. As a result, I sometimes do not trust him at all. I don't know why it is like a gut feeling I have (when I normally ask him not to do something or warn him not to do something, something bad always happens). I can't shake off the feeling that someone or somebody has ill intentions towards our marriage by wanting to destroy my marriage.
Sometimes I feel there are so many blockages in our lives that hinder us from all the good things that God has in store for us.
I pray that all these attacks, blockages, curses be cancelled in the name of Jesus.
