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A.L.Luna
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I am hurting and going through some things that most people are unaware of. I can barely function normally. I'm not even close to functioning normally. Part of me wishes that when I go to sleep I won't have to wake up again. The way I feel is starting to affect every area of my life.Nobody understands what my problem is all of a sudden. I'm lashing out at people, saying everything the wrong way which is being misinterpreted because I can't think clear. They are pulling away from me because they don't know what happened to me and why I'm acting like I am. I can't tell them either. I have responsibilities and children to care for and I have got to find some strength from somewhere. I am really freaked out right now and don't know what to do about it. I feel like just giving up but then I can't because of the children. I want to get rid of this big ball of despair and throw it away. I want to be me again. I want to feel good. Please pray for me because I feel like I'm at the end of my rope.