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I would like to ask your help and prayers for me.
I don’t know if I am afflicted by satan or is it still any remains of psychiatric disorder that I was once treated with.
I am 26 years old woman, brought up in a Christian family& also married to a family with much faith.
I have a very serios problem of lying, making stories that even cause split ups in families. Though I really don’t want to, sometimes for very silly reasons I shout, yell, cry,curse & beat my husband or best friend or anyone who loves me much.. They all had been nice to me so far.. After a fight, I will break into tears , repent and ask them sorry.. Pain caused by which, is very much for them and me as well.. Sometimes even fear about death comes to me..I was hated by everyone other than a single friend in my whole school and college life.. Nowadays I can’t concentrate in what i am doing, pain in body and being aggressive...
I was once treated psychiatrically for depression.. Some doctor said I am having attention seeking syndrome..
I really have the mind to pray ,but I don’t know why I am still like this. I had repented my sins ,but those feelings always come to my mind. I love attending meetings and being in a Christian atmosphere but all a sudden I am not ME..
I sometimes cant control my tongue..Its not me but something else make me speak cursing words; my mind at that time also tells me that what I am doing is wrong, but I cant resist..
Dear sir, please hold me in your prayers….Please strengthen me by your words..i am very much shattered now..I really want to be a free girl,and live as every normal girl do,raise a family in Jesus,but something is holding back..
Nobody else ,but only Jesus can save me…
Thanking you very much
I don’t know if I am afflicted by satan or is it still any remains of psychiatric disorder that I was once treated with.
I am 26 years old woman, brought up in a Christian family& also married to a family with much faith.
I have a very serios problem of lying, making stories that even cause split ups in families. Though I really don’t want to, sometimes for very silly reasons I shout, yell, cry,curse & beat my husband or best friend or anyone who loves me much.. They all had been nice to me so far.. After a fight, I will break into tears , repent and ask them sorry.. Pain caused by which, is very much for them and me as well.. Sometimes even fear about death comes to me..I was hated by everyone other than a single friend in my whole school and college life.. Nowadays I can’t concentrate in what i am doing, pain in body and being aggressive...
I was once treated psychiatrically for depression.. Some doctor said I am having attention seeking syndrome..
I really have the mind to pray ,but I don’t know why I am still like this. I had repented my sins ,but those feelings always come to my mind. I love attending meetings and being in a Christian atmosphere but all a sudden I am not ME..
I sometimes cant control my tongue..Its not me but something else make me speak cursing words; my mind at that time also tells me that what I am doing is wrong, but I cant resist..
Dear sir, please hold me in your prayers….Please strengthen me by your words..i am very much shattered now..I really want to be a free girl,and live as every normal girl do,raise a family in Jesus,but something is holding back..
Nobody else ,but only Jesus can save me…
Thanking you very much
