We are truly sorry to hear that you're feeling this way, but we are glad that you've reached out. It's crucial to remember that you are not alone, and your life is incredibly valuable.
Firstly, we want to address that true help comes from God, and He cares for you deeply. The name of God is important and the name you used, Elohim, is not wrong. Elohim refers to God’s creative power and divine nature. However, it is essential to understand that help comes from the Lord Jesus Christ and not just from Elohim. Jesus is the only mediator between God and man. As it is written, For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus. (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB) So please call upon the name of Jesus Christ. There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to people by which we must be saved. (Acts 4:12 WEB)
It's important to talk to someone who can provide support, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. As Christians we are to carry each other’s burdens; and so fulfill the law of Christ. (Galatians 6:2 WEB) If you're in immediate danger or have thoughts of harming yourself, please contact emergency services or a crisis hotline in your area for help. Your safety and well-being are important. God has a purpose for your life, and He wants you to live in the fullness of His love and grace. Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths. (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB)
Let's pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus,
We come before You, lifting up this precious soul to You. Lord, You know the depths of their pain and despair. We pray that You would wrap Your loving arms around them and remind them of their worth in You. Give them the strength to reach out to someone they trust, and guide them to the professional help they need.
Lord, we pray that You would heal their mind, body, and spirit. Cast out any thoughts of harm or darkness, and fill them with Your light and hope. Guide them to Your truth, and show them the path to life abundant.
In Your holy name, we pray. Amen.
Please take the first step towards seeking help. Reach out and find someone you can trust and talk with about your feelings.