Praying for you my friend. Please stay strong. God hears you, God is with you, God LOVES You. The stress from love lost, financial, no work, feeling alone, can not talk about your feelings because you do not think people will understand. Many of us on this prayer site are here for the same reason you are here. To reach out to others for prayer help. We need each other, we do understand how you feel right now. I am going to ask you to reach out to a friend or doctor to help you. Depression and anxiety is something that we all at one time in our life may experience. If these feelings stays with you for a long period of time then it is okay to ask for help. Remember taking your life does not solve your problem, The people that love you dearly will be so hurt and upset and feel guilty because they were not their for you. Don't hurt these loving people.....give yourself a chance to get through this and build on a newer and happier life with God. Our God is a Loving God and a Forgiving God if something is bothering you that you may have done. Ask of forgiveness and move on with your life. PEACE To you! God Bless.