Dreams, Family, Marriage, Guidance, Strenght And Courage.

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Dear Lord today I give you honor and glory in my life. You have delivered me from so much. Lord I've been having many dreams of late. Lord I feel you are trying to tell me something while I sleep. Lord help me to understand what it is you are trying to relay to me. Lord I believe you have blessed me with this gift. My dreams or more like visions than anything. Lord sometimes I feel like Joseph. A dreamer that's often misunderstood by the people around me. I would talk to them, but I know they wouldn't understand me. This is nothing new to me, its been going on for the past few years. I'm getting to where I can't wait to sleep. Its like whenever I close my eyes I see something. Lord I have been going through marital problems as of late. And most dreams include my wife. Within the dreams Its like we are together but distant, not talking but always close. My actual life is similar, we have been apart for seven months now. We don't talk at all. I've been praying for you to bring us back together. I'm so close to wanting to give up. But you always tell me to continue to love her. I do lord, I really do. I haven't been with anyone since we've been a part. I feel a breakthrough is near. But Lord I know near in your eyes could be days, weeks or months. Lord give me the strength to remain strong. I always feel I have to do something but everytime I try I get blocked. Lord I've been trying to find a job to try and prove to my wife I'm doing better. Still I get nowhere. I haven't seen or heard from my kids lord. I miss them so much. The seperation from my wife has also kept me seperated from my kids. Lord I really feel this is your will and there is a purpose behind this. So lord don't let my kids forget me. I really am trying, but on the outside looking in it looks the exact opposite. I've always been a good father to my kids. I would do anything for them. But now I can't and it hurts me. I miss waking up to them, laughing with them and playing with them. We are 200 miles apart. They are so far away, especially when I'm not working, with no means of transportation and I'm staying with my sister and her kids. I feel as if I'm useless. How can I get them back if I can't seem to get on my feet. Lord I know you can make a way out of no way. But these last months have really been a test of faith for me. I feel I am where I suppose to be because everytime I try to go left or right you make sure I remain where I am. Lord if this iss where you want me please help me remain faithful and strong while you are working on my behalf. Lord I know you are always behind the scenes, but Lord give me a ray of light just a glimpse of hope to strengthen my faith. Lord I feel so loney, if it weren't from my nephews I would feel completely invisible. They have been small angels in disguise during this trial. All adults seem to flee from me as if I have a disease. Lord I am very humble that you have given me a place to sleep, food to eat and clothing to where. I really am. But Lord I don't want to become a burden to my sister and her husband. I've had people stay with me before and I know how the strain of an extra adult around can cause problems. Especially if that person is not working. Lord help them understand me. Being away from my family is hard for me. Help them feel my pain, and let them know I still do my part while I'm here. I feel I'm here for my oldest nephew the most and all the kids. They seem to flock to me, while the adults run. Even my mother who stays with them. My Brother In Law ministered to me last weekend. He even told me I was here for the kids. I know the Holy Spirit was speaking through him, because you already told me that and I dreamed it well in advance. Everyone if you took the time to read my prayer please pray for me. I need all the prayer I can get while I go through this. Thank You all for hearing all my prayers. This site has been a great help to me sense I joined. Continue to keep me (Houston Beard) in your prayers. I love you all and I look forward to hearing praise reporst from all of you. Again please attend to my prayer. If you feel you need to contact me directly don't hesitate to message me. I know God often talks through others.

 

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Our God of peace, you have taught us that in returning and rest we shall be saved, in quietness and in confidence shall be our strength: By the might of your Spirit answer this request, we pray of you, so we may be still and know that you are God; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

 

Have been through same thing. I moved in with my sister and her husband too. I paid really good rent. I was very, very sad. My sister tried to help me, and so did my brother-in-law, as far as my mental state. But what got me through the most were my two beautiful nephews and my sister's dog, Bella. Black Labrador Retriever. I spent many hours at my sister's alone with that dog. I stayed a little shy of two years -- and you are right. I was helpful. I did a lot of cleaning and babysitting, but things became strained. Luckily, I got into low-income housing. Anyway, I can totally sympathize with you. I pray you are able to get out of this situation because it is tough to be in a place you don't belong, even when you know you are loved. I pray for you in the name of Jesus of Nazareth. Amen and amen. Yours in Christ, Lamb.

 

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