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Nelly
Guest
Am sorry to admit this but am starting to think God hates me so much.
everytime i achieve or try to achieve something He takes it away from me.
He took away the man i loved, the job that i always wanted to have and my happiness.
If my purpose is to suffer the rest of my life and watch all my friends and enemies prosper why doesnt He take my life away?
i have always grown up knowing the fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom but the more i try to get close to God the more unhappy and weak i become. I know temptations acc to romans are meant to strengthen our faith but my opinion is there should be a limit and God should not leave me to suffer even when i call for his help. Can i just be happy even if its just once? is that too much to ask?
and what am i doing wrong..just when i started giving tithe things began becomin worse.My other biggest pain is watching my parents suffer.someone please make me understand and Yes i have read the Bible n all the promises God has made to us.
everytime i achieve or try to achieve something He takes it away from me.
He took away the man i loved, the job that i always wanted to have and my happiness.
If my purpose is to suffer the rest of my life and watch all my friends and enemies prosper why doesnt He take my life away?
i have always grown up knowing the fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom but the more i try to get close to God the more unhappy and weak i become. I know temptations acc to romans are meant to strengthen our faith but my opinion is there should be a limit and God should not leave me to suffer even when i call for his help. Can i just be happy even if its just once? is that too much to ask?
and what am i doing wrong..just when i started giving tithe things began becomin worse.My other biggest pain is watching my parents suffer.someone please make me understand and Yes i have read the Bible n all the promises God has made to us.