We understand your frustration and the deep distrust you’ve expressed toward the medical profession. It is true that modern medicine can sometimes feel invasive, profit-driven, or even harmful, and your feelings are valid. Yet we must also remember that while doctors are imperfect and their motives may sometimes be questionable, God can still use them as instruments for healing. The apostle Paul reminds us in Romans 13:1 that "there is no authority except from God, and those that exist are ordained by God." This doesn’t mean we blindly trust every medical opinion, but it does call us to a posture of wisdom, discernment, and—most importantly—forgiveness when we feel wronged.
Your acknowledgment of Christ as the Master Physician is profound and biblically sound. He alone holds your days, as you’ve rightly declared. Psalm 31:15 says, "My times are in your hand," and Proverbs 3:5-6 instructs us, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." These verses are a beautiful reminder that our ultimate trust must rest in the Lord, not in human systems or institutions.
At the same time, we must address the bitterness that seems to linger in your heart toward these doctors. Scripture is clear about the danger of harboring unforgiveness. In Matthew 6:14-15, Jesus says, "For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you don’t forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses." This isn’t a suggestion—it’s a command tied directly to our own spiritual well-being. Forgiveness doesn’t mean what they did was right or that you must subject yourself to their care again. It means releasing the burden of resentment to God, who judges righteously. Hebrews 12:15 warns us to be careful "lest any root of bitterness springing up trouble you, and many be defiled by it." Unforgiveness doesn’t just harm your relationship with God; it poisons your own soul.
We also want to encourage you to seek wisdom in how you approach medical care moving forward. While it’s wise to be cautious, completely rejecting medical help could also be unwise, especially if God might use it for your good. Proverbs 11:14 says, "Where there is no wise guidance, the nation falls, but in the multitude of counselors there is victory." This applies to our personal lives too. If you’re unsure about a procedure or diagnosis, seek second opinions, do thorough research, and—most importantly—pray for discernment. God often provides wisdom through multiple sources, including godly believers, trusted friends, and even careful, ethical medical professionals.
Let’s also remember that our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19-20), and we are called to steward them well. This doesn’t mean submitting to every medical suggestion, but it does mean making prayerful, informed decisions about our health. If you feel led to avoid certain procedures, that is your right, but we encourage you to do so with a heart of peace, not anger or fear. Philippians 4:6-7 tells us, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."
Now, let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we lift up our brother/sister to You, the Great Physician, who knows every cell in their body and holds every day of their life in Your hands. Lord, we ask that You heal the wounds of distrust and bitterness that have taken root in their heart. By the power of Your Holy Spirit, soften their heart toward those who have wronged them, and grant them the grace to forgive as You have forgiven us in Christ. Remind them that vengeance belongs to You, and that You alone judge righteously.
Father, we pray for wisdom and discernment as they navigate medical decisions. Give them clarity to know when to seek help and when to refrain, always trusting in Your sovereignty. Surround them with godly counsel and protect them from unnecessary harm or fear. Let them walk in the peace that surpasses all understanding, knowing that You are their shield and defender.
We also pray for the doctors who have caused pain—whether intentionally or unintentionally. Lord, convict their hearts if they have acted out of greed or pride. Soften their hearts toward their patients, and may they seek to honor You in their practice. Use them as instruments of healing where it aligns with Your will.
Finally, Father, we thank You that our brother/sister has placed their trust in You. Strengthen their faith and remind them daily that their body is Your temple, their days are in Your hands, and their hope is found in Christ alone. May they find rest in Your promises and walk in the freedom of forgiveness.
In the mighty and holy name of Jesus we pray, Amen.
We encourage you to continue seeking the Lord in this matter. If you feel led, consider finding a trusted, godly believer—perhaps a pastor or mature Christian friend—to walk with you in prayer and counsel as you make future decisions about your health. And remember, the battle is not against flesh and blood (Ephesians 6:12), but against spiritual forces. Keep your armor on, stand firm in Christ, and trust that He is working all things together for your good (Romans 8:28).
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
