Discouraged and bitter

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I just want a wife.  Is that too much to ask for.  I want to be happily married.  I want to share intimacy and companionship with my best friend, and long for her gentle and mothering spirit.  Her comforting words, and support when I'm discouraged.  But for now I can only imagine such a beautiful women.  Beautiful from the inside out, both physically and spiritually lovely.  But yet I sit here alone.  Waiting for the day we cross paths, and somehow loved eachother from long before we met.  I long for her everyday.  Her physical touch, her softly kissing me on the cheek.  Her gentle fingers running though my hair as I lay on her chest and cuddle with her.  Her hugs can melt my harden heart to liquid.  She sings softly to me to help me sleep after a stressful day.  She gets me.  She is loyal to me, and will never cheat on me, and will never leave me for another.  She love the Lord, and reads her Bible daily.  This is the wife I desire.  But does such a women really exist.  I would hope that my seed of faith would be enough to make it so.  Because right now, I just don't know.  I have been waiting for the beautiful girl for a long time, and the wait, has left me heart broken, disappointed, and bitter.  I'm just being honest.  For the honest cry of a broken heart is better than a false hallalua. Father I am broken hearted.  I feel as if my prayers have not reached your ears and the wait for this girl I have asked you for has left me disappointed, lonely, and longing for her cuddles and love.  Daily fighting off temptations to give up my virginity to a wayward women is exhausting, especially when my sex drive is so strong.  I desire to experience intimacy with my wife.  But the wife of my youth is no where to be found.  My desires continue to go unfulfilled and the separation anxiety I feel from her, makes some days hard to get though.   I read promises in your word that if I ask I will receive, but I have asked and have not received.  And I am bitter because that has not happened yet.  I know it's your timing but this sucks.  Why do I have to wait so long?  I don't understand.  Help me to understand.  Please send me the wife of my dreams soon Father.  Father I am asking for a good thing, not a material object, not drugs, not money, a best friend, a wife, and companion.  Please God, all this waiting is killing me.  I pray this in Jesus name, Amen.
 
May our loving God hear and answer your prayer request. In Jesus precious name, Amen!!
Ephesians 3:20 (KJV) Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us
 
I just want a wife.  Is that too much to ask for.  I want to be happily married.  I want to share intimacy and companionship with my best friend, and long for her gentle and mothering spirit.  Her comforting words, and support when I'm discouraged.  But for now I can only imagine such a beautiful women.  Beautiful from the inside out, both physically and spiritually lovely.  But yet I sit here alone.  Waiting for the day we cross paths, and somehow loved eachother from long before we met.  I long for her everyday.  Her physical touch, her softly kissing me on the cheek.  Her gentle fingers running though my hair as I lay on her chest and cuddle with her.  Her hugs can melt my harden heart to liquid.  She sings softly to me to help me sleep after a stressful day.  She gets me.  She is loyal to me, and will never cheat on me, and will never leave me for another.  She love the Lord, and reads her Bible daily.  This is the wife I desire.  But does such a women really exist.  I would hope that my seed of faith would be enough to make it so.  Because right now, I just don't know.  I have been waiting for the beautiful girl for a long time, and the wait, has left me heart broken, disappointed, and bitter.  I'm just being honest.  For the honest cry of a broken heart is better than a false hallalua. Father I am broken hearted.  I feel as if my prayers have not reached your ears and the wait for this girl I have asked you for has left me disappointed, lonely, and longing for her cuddles and love.  Daily fighting off temptations to give up my virginity to a wayward women is exhausting, especially when my sex drive is so strong.  I desire to experience intimacy with my wife.  But the wife of my youth is no where to be found.  My desires continue to go unfulfilled and the separation anxiety I feel from her, makes some days hard to get though.   I read promises in your word that if I ask I will receive, but I have asked and have not received.  And I am bitter because that has not happened yet.  I know it's your timing but this sucks.  Why do I have to wait so long?  I don't understand.  Help me to understand.  Please send me the wife of my dreams soon Father.  Father I am asking for a good thing, not a material object, not drugs, not money, a best friend, a wife, and companion.  Please God, all this waiting is killing me.  I pray this in Jesus name, Amen.


While I understand how you feel, I don't understand you aren't singing praises and thanks to Jesus for answering your prayer. Has Jesus ever blessed you with His Holy presence overflowing in you? Do you keep your peace while Jesus fights for you? Do you put aside your thoughts for your life trusting Jesus to take care of you? That is the main way for Jesus to bless us in His extreme measure friend.

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here & hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years & no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.
 
Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus! 
 
Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus! 
 
Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus :) 
 
Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend :) 
 
Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart :)
 
Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me :)
 
Let Us Pray:  God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You.  I long for a more intimate relationship with You.  God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8).  Show me how to draw closer to You.   Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life.  Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life.  God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7).  I confess, I will take no thought for my life.   I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34).  I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily.  Thank You Jesus for Your Promises!  Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3).  Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus.  God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site.  Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus,  my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.
 
Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.
 
May God in Jesus’ name honor your prayer request according to His perfect love, will, timing, wisdom, grace, and mercy.  Thank You Jesus. Amen!

 

Please Pray This Prayer: God I ask You in Jesus' name bless me with the desires of my heart that is the will of God.  Bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and cause my soul to prosper in the Word of God.  Bless me to know You in truth, never cease growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus, and fall in love You with all my heart, mind, and strength.  Bless me with the desire, strength, and spirit of obedience to always obey You.  Bless me to dream the dreams of God and be a success in Christ Jesus.  Deliver me of everything in my life that is not of You O God.  Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind.  Let all the fruits of the Holy Spirit be active in my life.  Lead, guide, and direct my footsteps daily.  Give Your angels charge over me to protect and keep me safe from all evil, hurt, harm, danger, and the plans of the enemy of my soul.  Let no weapon formed against me ever prosper.  God all that I have asked You in this prayer, do the same for the writer of this prayer, those I love and care about. God forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. Thank You Jesus. Amen.

 

Have A Blessed Holiday Season in Christ Jesus!
 
Rmember: To Pray without ceasing.  Pray continually.  Pray repeatedly.  Pray constantly.  Pray persistently. P ray Frequently.   But whatever you do, Do not stop praying.  Don't You ever stop praying. (1 Thess. 5:17).  
 
Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.
 

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