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cynthia
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Last year my husband died a few moments after suffering a cardiac arrest while we were at home; He slipped away right before my eyes. I miss him so much. We had a loving marriage & took care of each other, both of us being disabled. While grieving, trying to accept my loss & find the emotional & physical strength to go on alone, so many bad things have happened. I have declining health, my mother was diagnosed last week w. a terminal illness & has only a few months to live, a grandson who came to live w. me a few months after my husband died got involved in an alternative "cult" religion, now rejects Christianity & is verbally abusive to me, I want desperately to bring him back to Christianity, but so far, my efforts have failed, I loaned all the insurance money my husband left me to family members who needed financial help & they can't repay me now or probably ever. I receive almost no emotional support or help w. day-to-day activities from my adult children...Some live too far away & those who live near are unable to help me for various other reasons. I feel isolated, depressed, lost, confused. I pray many times every day, asking God for some relief & for his help & guidance & to give me strength. Maybe I haven't asked him in the right way, or maybe he's trying to help me & is telling me what I need to do, but I'm just not hearing him because I'm so upset. My faith has been tested, but it's still there. But I need God's help & guidance desperately; I just can't deal w. all this by myself. Will you please send up a prayer to God for me?
