duckhunter3
Disciple of Prayer
I have been married for 12 years. It has been up and down and for the most part I have had my heart neglected and misunderstood. We have 3 children together and I love them dearly. Someone came into my life over a year ago and we had a romance, she has an incredible heart and for the first time in my life someone who cares about my appeared. Yes, there is sin involved and I am a man that does not want to hurt others and I confessed my infidelity to my wife and am still at home. I have sought God's forgiveness and He has given it to me. My heart hurts everyday as I have hurt many people. My desires to have the kind of life I saw with the woman who came into my life have not gone away and my heart physically hurts everyday. I miss her and her love, I feel her with me all the time. I don't know why she came into my life for me to be alive for the first time and experience unconditional love like I have never had before. I am trusting that God is doing what He wants to have happen amongst everything. Please pray for all of our hearts especially for my children and that what needs to happen for God's glory would and that I would trust Him in that. Thank you.
