Desperately Need Prayer Please Please Please

[godsaves]

im a terrible situation. ive created my own prison and let others around me dictate me wellbeing. my thoughts. my emotions. my life. i dont want to be on this earth anymore. i look out this window every day and dont want to be here! i have two children and feel they could very well be better off with me gone. but im selfish. but ive been selfless. my whole life. to the point of my detriment. why should they suffer? i dont believe they would. i feel..i KNOW theyd be taken care of. i dont think things will ever be right for me. they havent been in awhile. "you'll get through this". i dont want to "get through". im sick of "getting through".

THIS CANT BE LIFE

i need a place to live. desperately. i need a job. i need the will to live. to love. to stop being angry. resentful. it feels heavy on my heart. i feel...not me.

please please please please pray for me. thank you and god bless you.

 

[SinglemomV]

Lord, I lift this person to you just now Lord. Sometimes we have to reach the bottom of the pit Lord, to see you Lord, with your arms wide open to help Lord, May this person just take your Hand Lord, as you lead the way.

Depend on the Lord, Trust him and he will take care of you. Psalm 37:5

In Jesus Name Amen

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These songs really help me, I pray they do you too.

 

[johncpa009]

God bless you too. I will pray for your life to turn around.

 

[lirwin]

Lord make haste to wrap this person in Your arms. Give her grace and mercy. Show her You unfailing love. God we know that all things are possible through You and we touch and agree right now that the life of my dear sister here be spared and she come to know how good and faithful You are. We love You and surrender all to You. Open her eyes where she can taste and see how good You are. You said You will never leave us nor forsake us and stand on the promises You gave us in Your Word Father. We cancel right now every atacka nd assignment the devil is trying to carry out right now in the name of Jesus and replenish her with the precious holy spirit. Lord help her to see that You are her source and You are all she needs. We count every request made to You today Father done. In Jesus name Amen!!