Kyle G.
Disciple of Prayer
Lord Jesus please help me, I am in need of your saving grace. Forgive me for all my sins, for I am a sinner. Hey everyone I need prayers my way. I personally messed up, when trying to sacrifice to God. I should have done research and put the Holy Temple first. I went cold turkey on lexapro 20mg, four months ago. I tried getting back on it, got switched to cymbalta since it didn’t work. My serotonin levels have shut down. It has caused me to have bad anxiety and depression. I have hemorrhoids now that won’t heal, I can hardly go number two anymore. I have a fast heart rate, that won’t stop. Numbing in the face that constantly hurts. I also have major insomnia, can’t sleep well anymore. All the doctors tell me I’ll get better, but with the new medication it hasn’t helped. I try praying and try my best to be healed. All I know is the brain doctor said that my neurotransmitters shut down temporarily and will take months to recover. I’m scared that I permanently damaged the serotonin receptors, and I’ll never get better. All I know is I listen to pastor videos saying that antidepressants were bad. So I thought going cold turkey was a sacrifice for God. When I should have gone to a doctor to be tapered off. I may have permanently damaged the Holy Temple. I’m worried that God is upset with me. I want to heal and get better. I had to be put on short-term disability to get mentally better. I need a prophet to tell me what to do. My body is falling apart, and I’m terrified that this is permanent.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.