astropepsi
Humble Servant
If it's alright with you, I would really, really, really like some prayer and could really really use it you guys, so much, so so badly, I'm hurting and going through a lot right now, will you guys all please pray for me? :'(
Alright, lets see where to start.
Over the past several months or so I've been suffering a lot and in a lot of pain. Months ago a dearly beloved sister in Christ and former friend hurt me so bad so many times and said and did so many hurtful things to me and I still have never recovered from it to this day. She didn't want to be my friend or in my life and blocked and unfollowed me on social media and said and did really mean things to me more than once which really hurt me, but I'm hoping and praying she will apologize sincerely this time and ask my forgiveness and then also that she would reconcile with me and be my friend and in my life and love and care about me as her dearly beloved sister in Christ like shes supposed to and called and commanded to do and take away all the hurt and pain and undo all the damage she did and so far it hasn't happened yet but I really need a miracle so she will do it soon.
Also just recently another brother in Christ and former friend also said and did really mean hurtful things and also said he didn't want to be friends or in my life and to ever see or talk to me again and he was so mean and hurtful and I feel so really bad and sad and miserable and hurt and really hope and pray he will apologize and ask for my forgiveness and reconcile and make things right and be my friend and in my life again so much as well and could really use some hope and prayer for that as well!
I need lots of healing, physical as well but not just physical but other kinds as well.
Also I'm trying to get some good jobs up at Eastern my alma matter school that are better and pay better than the one I have now and want to and am and have been trying to get a good job or more than one up at Eastern by my friends and find a place to stay like and apartment in Ypsi right off campus within walking distance since I don't have a car and license and don't know how to drive and I need help because I can't afford rent by myself and have a ton of student loans and debt tens of thousands of dollars to pay off and recently months ago lost all my money and life savings in a scam and need a miracle and blessings and lift my finances up to God and I need to get at least one or more good jobs up there at school near all my friends including my amazing Christian friends who love and care about me and want to get an apartment I can afford right off campus within safe walking distance and maybe a roommate or two to help with rent and to be able to afford to pay that and pay off my student loan debts as well and to regain all the money I lost in the scam when I was depressed and suicidal and made stupid decisions months ago since I lost all my money and life savings and my bank account was emptied with a negative balance and I owed them money and I need my finances and money and living and job situation lifted up to God and really need help and prayer with all that so I can get the good jobs up at Eastern by my Christian friends and the good Godly Biblical Church I found up there so I can see and hang out with my loving and caring and Christian friends more and find good bible studies and small groups and life groups and core groups and go to the Godly Biblical Church I found up there and also get paid more at better jobs and better experience than the one I have right now and find a good living situation and be able to pay off rent and debt and loans and maybe have my parents help me with whatever they can and have good Christian loving and caring roommates help me with it too perhaps and really could use the prayer for all these things.
Please pray for me for all those things including the reconciliation and restored relationship and friendships with Bianca and peter and being friends with them again and being in their life again since we shouldn't be estranged as brother and sister in Christ since we are all one body of Christ the church and we are all cogs in the wheel of the machine we are all parts of the body that make up the whole and the sum of parts is greater than the whole but we are all like cogs in the wheel of the machine of the body of Christ we are all parts of one body of Christ and the hand doesn't work without the eye and the legs without the spine or the mouth without the brain so we all need to be united and not divided with division like the enemy wants us to be but we have to have unity in the body of Christ to be one body and so please pray for me for all these things please I'd really appreciate it thanks!
Please pray for miracles and blessings and good news and good things to finally happen to me and my life and for hope and happiness and for things to start looking up and improving and for God to visibly move in a visibly positive way on me and in my life really soon and for miracles and blessings and good news and good things to finally happen to me and start coming my way so I can be happy and at peace please, thanks so much!
Wish there was a way a whole lot more people would be able to see this message and pray for all these things and lift them up to God but I'm imploring and asking and begging you guys to do so and pray and lift them up to God please thanks so much!
Alright, lets see where to start.
Over the past several months or so I've been suffering a lot and in a lot of pain. Months ago a dearly beloved sister in Christ and former friend hurt me so bad so many times and said and did so many hurtful things to me and I still have never recovered from it to this day. She didn't want to be my friend or in my life and blocked and unfollowed me on social media and said and did really mean things to me more than once which really hurt me, but I'm hoping and praying she will apologize sincerely this time and ask my forgiveness and then also that she would reconcile with me and be my friend and in my life and love and care about me as her dearly beloved sister in Christ like shes supposed to and called and commanded to do and take away all the hurt and pain and undo all the damage she did and so far it hasn't happened yet but I really need a miracle so she will do it soon.
Also just recently another brother in Christ and former friend also said and did really mean hurtful things and also said he didn't want to be friends or in my life and to ever see or talk to me again and he was so mean and hurtful and I feel so really bad and sad and miserable and hurt and really hope and pray he will apologize and ask for my forgiveness and reconcile and make things right and be my friend and in my life again so much as well and could really use some hope and prayer for that as well!
I need lots of healing, physical as well but not just physical but other kinds as well.
Also I'm trying to get some good jobs up at Eastern my alma matter school that are better and pay better than the one I have now and want to and am and have been trying to get a good job or more than one up at Eastern by my friends and find a place to stay like and apartment in Ypsi right off campus within walking distance since I don't have a car and license and don't know how to drive and I need help because I can't afford rent by myself and have a ton of student loans and debt tens of thousands of dollars to pay off and recently months ago lost all my money and life savings in a scam and need a miracle and blessings and lift my finances up to God and I need to get at least one or more good jobs up there at school near all my friends including my amazing Christian friends who love and care about me and want to get an apartment I can afford right off campus within safe walking distance and maybe a roommate or two to help with rent and to be able to afford to pay that and pay off my student loan debts as well and to regain all the money I lost in the scam when I was depressed and suicidal and made stupid decisions months ago since I lost all my money and life savings and my bank account was emptied with a negative balance and I owed them money and I need my finances and money and living and job situation lifted up to God and really need help and prayer with all that so I can get the good jobs up at Eastern by my Christian friends and the good Godly Biblical Church I found up there so I can see and hang out with my loving and caring and Christian friends more and find good bible studies and small groups and life groups and core groups and go to the Godly Biblical Church I found up there and also get paid more at better jobs and better experience than the one I have right now and find a good living situation and be able to pay off rent and debt and loans and maybe have my parents help me with whatever they can and have good Christian loving and caring roommates help me with it too perhaps and really could use the prayer for all these things.
Please pray for me for all those things including the reconciliation and restored relationship and friendships with Bianca and peter and being friends with them again and being in their life again since we shouldn't be estranged as brother and sister in Christ since we are all one body of Christ the church and we are all cogs in the wheel of the machine we are all parts of the body that make up the whole and the sum of parts is greater than the whole but we are all like cogs in the wheel of the machine of the body of Christ we are all parts of one body of Christ and the hand doesn't work without the eye and the legs without the spine or the mouth without the brain so we all need to be united and not divided with division like the enemy wants us to be but we have to have unity in the body of Christ to be one body and so please pray for me for all these things please I'd really appreciate it thanks!
Please pray for miracles and blessings and good news and good things to finally happen to me and my life and for hope and happiness and for things to start looking up and improving and for God to visibly move in a visibly positive way on me and in my life really soon and for miracles and blessings and good news and good things to finally happen to me and start coming my way so I can be happy and at peace please, thanks so much!
Wish there was a way a whole lot more people would be able to see this message and pray for all these things and lift them up to God but I'm imploring and asking and begging you guys to do so and pray and lift them up to God please thanks so much!