MomsPetunia
Humble Servant of All
Please in Jesus’s name pray it is God’s will to heal husband ### physically, emotionally, spiritually. Chronic pain multiple physical issues, EXTREME anger & depression. Lord help us, I’m petrified of his anger & depression, lashing out at EVERYONE, EVERY THING. Don’t know/understand what is happening, no answers from doctors. He won’t see a therapist or take meds, I’m walking on eggshells, can’t say anything without him losing temper for the simplest things. He’s said some pretty horrible things to me and later seems like he has no idea of that and is somewhat “normal”. I’m far from perfect, trying to say/do the right things, biting my tongue. ANYTHING to keep peace. IT GETTING WORSE BY THE MINUTE. Says daily wishes he was dead, he can’t live this way. And I feel like he’s not doing anything to help himself, but I don’t think he knows how. We are making a very long trip this week - pray this is correct decision, if not, please send him a sign for him to decide not to go. He’s very stubborn, way more than usual. Please deliver us from this madness. Bring him back to our faith. Help me to not be fearful of what is happening with him. HELP! Dear Lord, I love you. I trust you and I will wait for you. I want to know you better. I love you more, dear Jesus, I surrender myself to you please take care of everything. Thank you & God Bless.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.