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Loving.wife
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I'm struggling with a severe depression. I keep an optimistic front when I see Josh, I don't want my being discouraged to steer him down the wrong path.
I've been praying for peace along with Josh's salvation. What we have ahead of us, either as a married couple or separately is more than any human can handle. I know I need to leave it to God, but I feel completely worthless.
I'm in school and what started out as something I loved feels like a burden. I can give my children food and shelter, but I cry when I hold them because their father isn't holding me. I can't seem to find joy in living. I pray with nearly every thought, but instead of relief and peace I feel an emptiness.
I don't know what I'm doing wrong, but I know without a doubt I can't continue like I have been much longer. Its eating me from the inside out.
I've been praying for peace along with Josh's salvation. What we have ahead of us, either as a married couple or separately is more than any human can handle. I know I need to leave it to God, but I feel completely worthless.
I'm in school and what started out as something I loved feels like a burden. I can give my children food and shelter, but I cry when I hold them because their father isn't holding me. I can't seem to find joy in living. I pray with nearly every thought, but instead of relief and peace I feel an emptiness.
I don't know what I'm doing wrong, but I know without a doubt I can't continue like I have been much longer. Its eating me from the inside out.
