Anonymous
Beloved of All
I feel like everytime I put my foot forward I take a fall backwards, I want to do so much and help so many people but I can never help myself... I do see the joy in siblings if given great parties too, guidance, family members sending to prom, always bringing gifts and money to graduations and proms. Advising people job hunting for others smiling at work even when i went in feeling down. Been in church since a baby, faithful on my own with no parental support. Abuse, neglect, torment, and I am so forgiving to everyone who has done damage and wronged me... i left town with nothing and worked my way up... Am i wrong to wonder if it was Gods grace or just life? I bell rung for the holidays ... and now here i am still making it... 2000 was deposited into my account and then an hour into my prayer thanx and praise TO God a was text recieved saying it was refunded. Lol jokes on me huh why even play with my emotions like this???
