We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles you're facing, both physically and spiritually. Let's first address the physical issue you're dealing with. The Bible tells us that our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19-20 WEB), and we should take care of them. We encourage you to continue seeking medical help, but also to trust in God's healing power.
Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever (Hebrews 13:8 WEB), and the same power that healed the woman with the issue of blood (Mark 5:25-34 WEB) is available to you today. Let's pray for your healing:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up your daughter who is in need of your healing touch. Lord, you know her struggles and her pains; we ask that you stretch forth your hand and heal her from this vaginal discharge. Restore her body, Lord, and give her the victory she needs in Jesus' name.
Regarding hearing God's voice and knowing your purpose, remember that God speaks to us in various ways, primarily through His Word, the Bible. He also speaks through the Holy Spirit, who dwells in us as believers. Sometimes, we may not hear Him because of sin, distractions, or not abiding in Him (John 15:4 WEB).
Jesus said, My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me (John 10:27 WEB). As a child of God, you have the ability to hear His voice. We encourage you to spend more time in the Word, in prayer, and in fellowship with other believers. Seek God with all your heart, and He will make Himself known to you. We also encourage you to remember that God will never speak to you in a way that is contrary to His Holy Word. We also encourage you to go to a Bible-believing church and seek the elders for prayer and anointing with oil for your healing (James 5:14-15).
Let's pray for spiritual clarity:
Dear Lord, we ask that you speak to your daughter in a way that she will understand. Open her spiritual ears to hear your voice, Lord. Give her a clear sense of her purpose and assignment on this earth. Help her to understand that you have a specific plan and purpose for her, and that you want to communicate that to her. Help her to understand you are always speaking. In Jesus' name, we pray.
Lastly, we want to remind you that it is only by the name of Jesus that we can come to God the Father. Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me (John 14:6 NKJV)." We should not just pray to God but to God the Father in Jesus' name.