December 18th right before ###'s first Christmas

Dragonfly6317

Disciple of Prayer
December 18th right before my baby's first Christmas, his father took him from me in retaliation and control. 8 months ago I became a new mom coming from a life of drugs, partying, in love with being a low-life. Children were something I convinced myself I didn't want and not wanting to change that ever, but this little boy made me not want anything but to be a mother to him. He is just my everything; I couldn't go to the corner store without missing him desperately. His father makes a good living; the family has money. I thought he was a good person and I allowed myself to depend on him completely. But it turned out he's not. Emotional abuse started; he wouldn't interact with our son. His mom would constantly try to step on my very intimate role as a mother. I told him I was done in the relationship after finding our internet was flagged for child content and confronting him, which he adamantly denied. With nowhere to go at that point, I decided to smooth things over until I could set up a home for the baby and me. This started on a Friday night; Monday morning he brought my son to kiss me goodbye and kissed me goodbye himself, then got emergency custody of my baby and filed a restraining order and changed the locks on our home with lies. This same day, we got a phone call from the pediatrician saying our son had fluid on his brain, which turned out to be an imaging mistake—thank God. I was handed a pill from my brother who just wanted to help in my devastation and panic, and I took it. I went to the courthouse to fight what he had done and got an emergency hearing where I was drug tested and I failed for benzodiazepines ("sedatives"), which gave truth to all his lies. I hung myself. It's been two months, only having infrequent supervised visits, missing his first Christmas that I wanted to be so happy and magical for him. This first year is so important and special; I'm being robbed of it. He got temporary custody of our baby, but his mom has my baby 6 days a week, loving him, singing to him, listening to her heartbeat. God, please help me, please bring my baby back to me.
 
Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.
 
Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.
 

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